changed the song thingy...nice? :)
feel so crappy now >.< *thats y i changed the song... :P*
was light hearted when departing the school (temporarily, unfortunately)
school today is surprisingly easy to be forgotten. (as usual for my absent minded me?)
then..
physics tuition..
din realise cel goes for it too!
bleah...
seriously i dunno wads wrong.
tot everything went alright. really alright.
but i jsut feeling bad now.
some kind of guilty.
some kind of uneasiness....
dunno y. but im already in the study real hard mood, when i shouldnt be.
and im sure im gonna flunk the upcoming SAT I....
so there u have, a "claire" that the stupid doctor and her nurse calls me and forbids me of contacts for another 2 weeks!
yeah. 2 weeks of lethargic.
2 more weeks of being so protective of my pretty specs :)
luv the colour! but hate the feeling of having to wear it.
hmm...if i gonna have another specs (cuz that stupid doc says the degrees aint enuf, as u noe...the degrees on each eye increases 50 every year, at least) i gonna have it purple!
but i still lurve green turquoise...esp this bluish greenish thing im having on my face of lassitude...
tml gonna be a short day so is thurs! 1.50 for both days! :d
and fri is a hol... :)
and...wassup?
just wanna rest i guess.
has only been two days, and im in such a pathetic state...
and...i still havent writing any single diary entry! =x collecting layers of dust now...
threw javelin(e?) for pe today...still, ultra slack....
yeappie...unlike other javelins, mine flew, twist and landed. went agaisnt the sand, cut thru the frail grass flicked the dusty patch and rolled along before it came to a halt.
when will i halt?
Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever want to run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like to be like me
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more
Before your life is over?
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With the big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like to be like me
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
No one ever lied straight to your face
And no one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy
But I'm not gonna be ok
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like
What it's like
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like (what it's like)
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
