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♥Saturday

bro waiting to use comp now...
and im just being contaminated by his evilness, and i shant give up e comp so soon!

anyways...
starting work in like a few days time!!
sighxx....

im like having slight muscle aches...from:
walking from bkt gombak mrt station to bbdc (i tot i was running late for e theory test!)
walk from bv to ac and then after getting e voucher, i walked all e way to e 32 bus stop!!

and they have a pretty xmas tree in sch!
sighx...kindof sad to realise that im no longer fit to call it MY school anymore...

i think i've walked like 3 or 4 km in total? but that is so insignficant compared to the standard chatered marathon thing tt i aspire to run next year!

yeah...kindof annoyed to realise how pple can change...i mean...they change in e way they behave..but when u meet up w them, they dun seem to have changed so much!
sighzz...dunno. frens nt close at heart, shall be of none of my business! thats to save my brain cells...

met up w 1st 3 mths classmates today...got pushed w e organiser job (yweeuks!). and the turn out was, qutie alright la...
omar had, i think, changed positively!
shuhui chioer!
others...er...dunno...
hahah...and i luba-love yam-flavoured ice cream at swensens!
alright, ttz e most decent tasting ice cream there....i so much prefer having a tub of dreyer's cookies n cream at home or ben&jerry(any flavour is goooodd)...hageen das no longer tempt my taste buds any longer...

hmmm...oh ya! and i had devoured my very first cake from rive gauche(hope ive spelt it correctly), which, according to bro, sells fabulour cheesecake! indeed, oreo crunch cheesecake was very much palatable! yum!
O.o this sounds like a getting-fat spree im going on... but, im nt trying to achieve tt....

think im blabbering now....
i wanna play BF2!! but dun wanna malu myself in front of bro...
heh.
and my new year resolution!!! chant procrastinate. shall do it now! :D

oh ya oh ya!!
i had a dream!
i had a dream! of snow!!
i was raining snow!
outside my blacony!!
though the sky was dark, looked quite hurrican-ish! and my bro din believe me when i shouted for him! it was brilliant! the snowflakes changed shape!
haha...initially, it was rectangular in shape! but i guess my "trying-to-be-smart" brain changed it to typical snowflake shape, hexagonal-ish aight?
beautiful!
hmm...i've nv seen real snow though...but the dream seemed so real...the dream barely had any colour except for the dark shade of blue sky, the blue-ish paint on e grilling in e balcony...and whitish of e snow! simply gorgeous!

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♥Wednesday

saw my very first morning sun rays today since weeks...woke up at 8.15 to go isetan private sale!!
yeap...with fel wt and mum!
and met fio n her sis there!
haha..
did quite abit of shopping...all ended up to be working clothes.
and i really do find all of them boring!
but i do love one of the white sleeveless collared shirt fromallure noir. 59 before discount...that works out to be 42 after discount(!!)
hmm...guess i'll have to pay mum back after i get my pay...
spent like 400+ just on the clothes! and i haven't got my shoes and bag to work!
hmmm...maybe i'll just make do with wadeva i have at home...
alrightie...let me recall...now i have 3 working pants, 3 working skirts, and 6 working blouses of my own! :D
and i have a wardrobe of working clothes! but they'll expire in like, march? when my sis moves back to her new hse, and i can exploit her tennis courts and swimming pool!
whoowiie!

anywayz....playing host to some frens later! and im going to cook!
mwuahahah...my bro hafta eat wad i cook later!! :D
im so going to prove to him! hmph!

alrightie...i still feel disgusted from having contact w 3 whole packets of chicken for like half an hour...haha...gave up removing all the fats when i took 10min to be done w half a packet of chicken!
heh. oh well....one of my fren is vegetarian! i dunno how to cook! neither does my mum!
hmmm....
sth kinda dissapointing...nt going clubbing anymore...u hear tt fio! :P
haha...
random stuff i wanna ramble on...
i've been a real sotong these days (as yh says), i actually mixed up the dates! when itis 3rd jan, i tot it meant wednesday(today!)
yeap...and yesterday had been a good rainy day! as i wished, din get to play tennis in e end. but went ryl's hse w wt and smo to play board games and bridge. and i hate ryl n wt! i was havin a whale of time kicking their pawns back home, then the 3 of em collude and gang up against me! yeah, and i lost, of course! and the sneaky taciturn smo won!
end here
so there!

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♥Sunday

yeap...din noe that family gatherings can get to such great fun!
not with any help from e alcohol, except some wine...though theres this balis thing tt johnathan got so tempted to tip e bottle! oh well...he says it'll be great w some coffee cream or wadeva...
anyways...i tot i wld have a horrible time w/o my bro! yeah, me and bro r almost like siamese twins in family gatherings cuz of his sissy character and the tomboyish me! lol..nah, my bro has always been my shelter, i just followed him!
yeap.
seriously, today is a magical day...

oh...i have to mention this...
i walked barefooted at orch yesterday!
heehee...cuz my slipper just gave way when i was reaching somerset! oh well, long time since i plucked up my courage! :)
yeap...
anyway...the magical stuffs....
i went robby's hse forgetting to bring my towel, toothbrush, specs(!!), but i just somehow insisted on bringing my unbrella when leaving on a nice cloudy day! no fore-warnings tt itis goona rain at all! then, ta-da! it rained cats n dogs this aft when we were leaving! stopped abruptly(quite) when we passed e guardhse, which kindof blessed us from risking our lives from rolling down the steep overhead bridge's stairs...yeah...then my bus reached e first!
i got off it, to change a bus. and it was exactly at e moment tt my bus reached too!
had a totally dry walk from e bus stop to my home! not getting myself drench on a wet day!!
this is a total contrast to yesterday lah, when my slippers just have to give way at orch.
yeap...and e family gatehring turned out to be so wonderful!
and my bro is the only dude who is not present today! heh.
anyways...this party is only for families of my uncles(i think) cuz e aunties have to "hui niang jia".
oh ya! i missed the tang yuan day!! hmph. i wanted to make tang yuan. had no time, had no one to eat it up too...
oh well....had nice marshmallows today :)
and matthew like grown out of himself, again!
kids that age, totally changes everyday!
now, hez at an astonishing 1.65m when he is only sec 1!
yeah...his voice broke(long ago), and he already sound nicer than zhiheng!
hahaha....yeah, hez no longer whiny, squeaky, fussy over tiny details...but hez already giving signs teenage agnst!
and dorothy rides a motorbike! cool! shez doing her fam proud w all the medals in traithlon, and first aid stuff...and now shez doing some biotech stuff at tp! tgt with a job at e zoo! and coaching pple how to swim! oh well, thats wad i call multi-tasking!
anyways....hope all my tiny cousins kuai4 gao1 zhang3 da4! or remains just as youthful, pretty, handsome, charming if they want! i tot zach is so so cute!! he gave me a kiss! when i like, first met him today? haha...just over a year old! cutie boy! but my sis n mum kindof detest him, deeming him a spoilt brat. oh well, im just a perfect overgrown spoilt brat...

yeap, and the last magic of till this time, is that im able to post this post when my comp is totally in bedlam! haha...

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♥Tuesday

feeling bored, sick...precisely cuz im ill.
everything just got very boring! esp this stupid screen im facing...

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♥Monday

im loving jaci velasquez songs again!
not really in e blogging mood...
decorate 2 stuff today..and i love it! will post it here or lc blog when time is due...
yeap yeap...

one damn crazy thing tt we did today is to borrow 8 books fromt he national library just to get one pride and prejudice bookmark! and fel returned all her books in like, an hour later...but i told myself tt i'll read it! esp when i'm so free tml...haha...still have quite a few xmas cards to do. heck.

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♥Friday

feels like i havent blogged in eons....anyways...seems like time pass quite slowly now!
lol...esp now!! still quite awake...
haha..only slp like 1 hour plus since wed 9am...which accumulates to 40 hours with just 1 hour of slp! hmmm...
anyways...was fun!
stupid guy...shouted into my ear, rocked my eardrums...my left ear got so insensitive to surrounding sounds after tt, made me so frightened tt i'll lose my hearing! heh. anyway, its fine now...lol...
fionny!!! cant get over it...hahah...
wadeva wadeva wadevawadeva wadeva wadeva
mango sale was such a mega disappointment!
bahx...and i've been having the puking sensation since morn...hope tt can help me lose wt! but doubt so lahx....
lol...anyways anyways...
met up w 1st 3 mths classmates just now!!
my twin ww, hx, kelvin and weiye!
hmm...quite lousy attendance cuz lousy organisers mahx...haha...but quite an enjoyable get-tgt!
my twin!! hmm...dun think we look alike anymore...esp when our hairstyle are no longer similar!

alrightie...heres a grp photo...w 3 ultra sleepy girls....

and thanx for weiye's treat on coffee! :D
just realised i've frequently wear that caravan shirt i bought from thailand matchin a denim skirt...a uniform replacing the also white and blue uniform...

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♥Tuesday

*blood type A*you are like the blood type A.people
of blood type A are
sensitive,revengeful,careful and cold.you gets
hurt easily,and you will take vengeance on them
to get them back,and you will remember whoever
was disgrace to you for quite a while.but deep
in side,you still cares for the one you love.

what blood type are you like?girls only(with anime pics)
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this character look so pretty rite!
haha...i think im a blood type A anyway...maybe B. lol

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♥Monday

yeap...watched 2 great movies today! whoopie! first, pride and prejudice. second, perhaps, love
yeap...saw mr ang at great world! eewk! followed by alot of gossip being shared b/n me and smo...hahha...seems quite long tt i've engaged myself in such fun talks...
glad tt they din play tennis in e end! tt means i've not missed one! :D
yeap...morning was quite bad...felt so zhiheng-ish(reading his blog yesterday..) got so mad at my mum...picking at every little bits, every action of mine.. wadeva. i think im a spoilt brat anyways...
now, every toe of mine is hurting from the torturous court shoes i wore in e morn...
ohrightie....tv time!
btw, the corrs rocks!
my lagan love
spancill hill
black is the colour
heart like a wheel
dimming of the day
brid og ni mhaile
moorlough shore
they all rock!
hmm...and im still thinking bout e halter top i saw in great world :D
29 bucks...but i think i'll only wear it once...hmm...still thinking..

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♥Sunday

seems like a long time since i used the internet cuz bro hogged on to the comp since thurs. yeap yeap...went for the starhub thing (again!) with smo...and we quit! really felt great! even though our group leader was great, except that he smokes and well as the two bryan in our group! thankfully, there was one sane melvin who doesn't...haha...and that two bryan look so old! but all of them are only 17! lol...we are like the jie-jies there la...yeap...stood around a day, occassionally going up to someone to introduce our promotions...yeah..for that, we got 2 free shirts! dri-fit somemore! lol...quite a good bargain i would say...and a job offer from the boss of this starhub thing! apparently, he has this chain cosmetic outlets at chinatown. 6 bucks per hour, but very accessible from my hse! hmmm...wadeva...i hate smoking pple...lol...cant forget the stinking breath of the badminton coach in sec 1, a mix of coffee stench and cigg smoke. puke!

yeah...that day, my ecstacy attracted mosQs....7 bites in total! while smo got none! heh. and we wanted to go learn salsa! not that i really know what dance it is, nor that im confident tt i'll make the time and money worthwhile.

yeap...mango sale coming up. :) but i din see it in e pprs! hmm...anyway...i can remember the horrible time when i clig-clogged into lt5 for maths mock....so paiseh! gosh...
rightie...
heard the song graduation on radio just now...and im playing it on e comp. with it repeating again and again...occassionally catching some phrases, chasing back all the memories in school...with fellow sboners or dgers, my sc clique, and amazing stories that meryl has got about the pri sch days like those with shirin, at rob's hse, finding rob's diary, which i can almost not be able recall at all! oh ya, and britt. which i've got no one to remind me about, and no one to help me file the memories up with.

yeap...the days after A's has been kindof weird...i can meet the same fellow ac pple two days in a row. meet them on a bus at a time which i wld think they will never emerge at. just like today and yesterday...met rach's fellow choir fren...caroline or sth...sconer lahz... makes me think about ac days all over again. how i hated ac when i came, cant wait to graduate. and now, wishing prom could have been longer, days and nights prolonged. i miss tancc. hahah... lessons with her were almost the most memorable. maybe the most tormenting, having to stay awake in the who-knows-wad-was-going-on-except-px, zh, neha-maybe-eug-and-ben lessons. yeah...
and this!
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find it queer to see photos of us wearing sch u! kindof kiddy. kindof unfamiliar, kindof distant, kindof missing it. and girls, trying to hide the drawstrings when tham nears...hahah..

needa sleep early...been addicted to sleeping nowadays, not at all satisfied with 9 hours of sleep each day :D

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♥Thursday

spent bout an hour typing on a post just now...bout how wonderful prom was...then wad followed...
but the stupid blue screen appeared...and the comp restarted! heh.
was infuriated...oh well...another time then...it was meant to be deleted i guess :)

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♥Monday

it was a rainy day, and my sis was on a food spree, trying many sorts of food within weeks. That time, we rode on the road which brings us to the airport in the quickest way. But we turned left instead, drove straight and turned left into purvis street. Strange that i can remember the exact scene when we did the left turn into the narrow one-way street, and i really got the name of the street right despite having the supernatural ability to forget every other thing within a minute. heh. really wanna revisit the place, revisit the sort of feeling of eating piping hot, delicious beef noodles in a cool drizzling day. This time, i'll remember to ask the cook to exclude the corianda (Also called Chinese parsley, cilantro), which is so not aromatic!

have a stack of naruto to finish watching. i promise to spent my time (after prom) more wisely, not letting myself waste time stoning on inanimated objects anymore! yeah...i still dunno wad naruto is all about, but i think i'll jsut get hooked onto it just like any other young adults with more than enough time to squander...

prom is tml. not everyone is gonna be there. sth that i cant really figure out...why is the attendance for ac good but lousy for other jcs?
oh well..feeling so pensive now...not good.

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Thailand was good. Tall sky-reaching high rise buildings, and run down shophouses. Sparkling clean hotel rooms kept in pristine conditions, to houses built on stilts but with a big big flat screen tv in their homes. The truth is, they are not really that contrasting afterall. There wasn't any real eye-opener incidents or experiences during this trip, except for one. And, yeah, no eye candies during this trip. The funny thing is that all four of us thought that the the family sitting with us for meals has a son-in-law + wife + parents sort of relationship. It took quite a long while for us to realise that the couple are actually siblings! Where the boy is supposedly our age, and the sister is already working. hmmm....

yeah...sth quite irritating during this trip is that there was always these pple trying to make money out of us by always taking photos of us and trying to sell the photos to us. heh.

oh ya! here's the super fun para-sailing!!

poor kitty tt i saw in thailand in e temple place...she got so anxious and scared when i tried to get near to her.. :( so skinny lo...

not many photos to post up here cuz all the photos scattered all around...oh well...i wonder how long these wonderful memories can last in my short-term memory...

yeap...been looking for jobs and simply heading down to places to "interviews" for fun...hmmm...landed up myself in a horrible short term job which i plan to give up until the person-in-charge ushered us into the room and led us on to the un-returnable path.

prom is in a day's time and i haven't really got all my stuff yet...or isit that im really picky...i still kindof regretted over the dress, but now that i am able to save abit on the accessories, i guess itis not that hurting on the pocket anymore...
yeap...and i've been missing all my tv show!! hmph!
my HK shows in the morn, my channel 8 show at 9 pm. bahx...i just miss them every every day! even the repeats of the HK shows on weekends :(
However, itis the class party that i regret most not attending...sighxx...when can i see the class together again? Not considering prom of course, cuz everyone will be scrambling all over...siran has left so will all the scholars and those who will be leaving to other countries to study...and ben ll be going into the army, very soon? Followed by the rest of the guys...and the girls with their temporary jobs...
Sometimes, we just get too carried away with what we are doing, trying keep ourselves busy. That just leaves the rest of us in shock and regrets, no more of what used to be.

went for a dinner just now...saw some of my father's side relatives...my grandma really changed alot...so thin now when she used to be rather voluptious...

to be frank, i'm not happy about my life, what i see and what i saw, everything that i've done in my life, if i've ever done anything worth remembering.

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