♥Thursday
hah the cake actually do look edible here huh....in fact, looks deceivingly.
aye...serve u right for requestg a special appearance bugger....i know u love the hairy underarms..eewww....
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what is remaining from 19feb.
things will nt be the same anymore.
aye...mummy webcamed w bro twice...
he looked sad just now...
aye...the transmission thingy sucks, and i cld hear mummy's voice echoing back.
where has that irritating brother gone to. shucks.
darns...y m i saying stuff so randomly. they dun link, dun make sense. bahs.
aye...i owe a bugger a special appearance. next entry!
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♥Wednesday
slap me left right up down centre. i'll still say this. i miss my brother!!!bahs...it's so difficult to even transfer e photos over to my lappy w/o his devices arnd. n i have no idea if the installation for webcam is done properly. bahs. it irks me a little to enter his room, again, unwillingly. i'll hate it if the table is covered with a veneer of dust. n my study desk still become such a sore in the eye, with many items of many memories of him. shucks. this is damn gay....hah incest incest.oh well...but it's not! aye...it's his fault for being such a doting brother, n making me wish he is back here right nw.i shld get him to start a blog or sth...it's hard to catch him online. bahs. oh well oh well....hope hez adapting well there....hah get to know some hot babe there...n mayb some cute guys too n bring them back to spore! hurs...
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♥Monday
those two chi characters was wad was written on the pink packet thingy. i think it will be hardly accurate this year. it's different getting that pink packet from the tray at the temple w/o my bro. it was just me alone sticking my hand out to my pap for the purple notes. u even miss seeing his shadow hovering arnd urs. the ride home was different when there is no company at the back seat with me. visiting has became tougher as i am always slow at recalling the names to address em. it was no longer indulging in the cny goodies, it was just mere eating. no more fighting for tasty goodies, it was just me having the whole jar to myself. i could just leave the floor of goodies at home to grow mouldy.
oh man...time to start writing diary. it's utter boliaoness to post all e jargon here.
jessica might b coming over tml. we all miss him already.
it sucks to know that u cant have anything about him to complain about. to whine n make noise about anymore. no more him barging into my room, stinky socks, irritating stuff he always do(did). no more supper. i wanna vanish frm this hse too...i wanna be the one leaving.
i never realise he really left until he disappeared beyond the corner. it never hit me that he is leaving for almost a year this time when the longest ever was mayb jus 2 weeks?
shucks. even my internet connection says "Connected to:WJR". when i am not?
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hah i have no idea why in the world i ended up saving my lab3 spreadsheet under tt title. lol...mayb i sleep-worked ynite or sth...hmmms....it's indeed a happy chi new yr. 'cept tt bro's leaving tml. aye. wad have to come will come aye. all e best to him anyways. took some photos! hah. of food, cousins, cards, crap n me! oh well...will upload them all together after tml or sth. cny has always been easy stuff for my family, no need to travel all arnd spore to each n every relative's hse to bai nian....hah bad thing is tt the hse gets so crowded tt u missed out some angpaos...bahs...interesting discoveries n misc stuff of today:(1)i have neices n nephews. many of them in fact. hah. im rather slow in this la. i tot tongtong is act my cousin! lol...if i get my relations correct, i have bout 7 neices n nephews by nw?? eldest is my nephew, think hez 22 tis yr? n my bro used think his sis is pretty. lol...incest la...ayes.(2)mahjiong is our new sport among e new generation! hah. we're damn cheap thrill though...din play it the "correct" way like tha lao jiaos.(3)i'm e evergreen winner of black jack. hah seriously seriously. im the bane of my 5th uncle's gambling game. ayes...but this yr's lousy...only thrice blackjack, once double ace, n twice of those 5 cards. hah i've got a bad reputation for being such a BJ addict la...jus as e dealer uncle calls out for the game to start, everyone started yelling for me to join e game. hah(4)new blood in BJ table! yays!!! yuan yuan ben ben amelia n vicky!(5)Oooh only today then i found out tt vicky n ben were frm e same pri sch. taonan tt is...and vicky is act a yr older than ben even though ben looks older! hah(6)weird tt queena nv joined in e game even though her mum n sis r so glued to e game. she seems....AS...oh well...(7)aye...everyone in my 6th uncle's fam goes to diff church! lol brmc, city harvest n wad n wad? lol...no wonder it's quite empty today! so many of em had church. bahs. more so when my 8th aunty n fam left for thailand, there goes 3 pple in my BJ gang. 5th n 6th aunt gone o/seas too! hmph.(8)it always keep me in awe to see some pple appear in the hse this yr yet u've nv seen them b4. hah. 19 years of these sortof gatherings, yet i've nv seen all of my relatives b4? aye...enjoyed every bit of them nonetheless.(9)zachery is one evil baby. he was dragging poor milky all arnd the hse! lol...oh well...a potential BJ player in maybe 3 yrs' time...hah think i started playg by bout P1 din i? hmms...anyways i got one photo of him pretending to b gentle w e dog! lol...this jiak kan tang baby act used sayang! lol...(10)my granny makes good food. hah every dish though simple it is, they all taste better than any delicacies! the stir-fry kailan, the boil-dry-steam chicken(hah yeah, it's a complicated process to cook a simple chicken), the sweet vegetarian char siew, the ngor hiang(yea, she prepared all by herself!), the prawn cooked just right in sweet sour sauce, sweet ginger duck, fishball vercimilli soup w corriander and down to the tiniest detail like the chili sauce! they tasted all so good! hah it has become a unanimous thing to say tt my granny cooks great dishes. Even the rice! hah my mum n sis likes it soft, me bro pap n sis's hubby like it hard, but her rice tasted perfect for us all! lol...magical isnt it. hah mummy tried to salvage her reputation by saying gak lei fan hiong(translate to eng: fd always taste better cuz u dun get to eat it everytime)
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♥Sunday
Soundtrack of your life:
1. Open your library (iTunes, Winamp, Media Player, iPod, etc)
2. Put it on shuffle.
3. Press play.
4. For every question, type the song that's playing.
5. When you go to a new question, press the next button.
6. Don't Lie.
Opening Credits:
Shut your eyes - Snow Patrol
Waking Up:
Drop me in the middle - Natasha Bedingfield
First Day At School:
ge qian - jay chow (might have gotten e title wrong, cant read e chi characters. hah)
Falling In Love:
Fly Away - Corrine May
Fight Song:
Spancill Hill - The Corrs
Breaking Up:
Human Behaviour - Bjork
Prom:
Lost on the stoop - Daniel Powter
Life's Ok:
shi yi zhen - tanya chua
Mental Breakdown:
The reason - Hoobastank
Driving:
Jesus, i lift my eyes - Jars of clay
Flashback:
Everything's not lost - Coldplay
Getting Back Together:
Crumbs from your table - U2
Wedding:
Too beautiful - Sonya Kitchell (somehow i wanted this to be james blunt's gdbye my lover...reminds me of waimay...lol)
Birth of Child:
yong yuan - sunyanzi
Final Battle:
Flirt - PCD
Death Song:
The day and the time - Shakira
Funeral Song:
Standing still - jewel
End Credits:
my anata - david tao
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bro's leaving for aussie soon. really soon. oh well...i'll figure out stuff by myself then. hah. sometimes, i wander how i might feel if i am in his shoes. leaving for aussie on the second day of cny, amidst all the fun and food. alone i take off on an airplane for a place not so far but alien nonetheless. even the slightest change in weather, the different scent of the air accentuates the disturbing difference between a place u now recognise as home, and the place you will recognise as home.p.s. ass, still no guest appearance. hah.
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♥Saturday
well oh well...i did match my words la idiot! i blogged
hah.
aye....was working on my very first chem engin lab report. and it sucks! i mean it's definitely funner than all the tutorials and lectures whatsoever, at least i wont fall aslp while working on it! heeee....but but...i got so stuck at the graphs! aye...i cant get them to appear aye! i followed closely to the instructions somemore...
oh well, one thing comforting is that, i spoke to my sis over e phone for awhile when i was about to start my lab report. apparently she copied e whole chunk of her senior's lab report n submit it as her own. i mean, im sure there's pple doing sth like tis, u'll just have to change the data la. but but...it's still tedious. aye...only if my sis knows wad my CN1111 CM1502 are talking about....maybe she does. but oh well....im suppose to be on my own aight!
hah
neways....
got to play tennis today! whoopies! it's been such a darn long time la. yeaps yeaps. played under the scorching hot sun. hmmmm....i dun exactly feel that strange even after such a long time. hah im so lousy nw la....can barely serve. and even my backhand was so screwed up!cldnt switch directns of e ball tt smoothly nemore.n my forehand is always so lousy. hah guess i cant get any lousier!lol....nehows tennis is so addictive la! hmphs.
oh yea! bugger, i rmmber bout ur guest appearance thingy...but no photo no nothing to post here la ass....
ah wells....time for bed! yays...skipping training tml i think! but gt to go down for the photoshoot or sth...ah wells....oh my...4.38alr...yikes...suddenly got reminded of those weird dreams i got...where the u see those digital clock and the number displayed just kp appearing in ur mind for the rest of the day n wldnt go away. hah. bahs. nites!
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♥Wednesday
oh man....blog got hijacked...bwuahaha...oh well...chicken n duck perfect match....hah...chicken rice? duck rice? economic rice?"so darns" , 'selina' said....bahx...back to stoning at maths notes...hah. i mean back to eatg!
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hah so darn bored...might as well post some rubbish...
but i am thankful.. cos i happen to be sitting beside a chio bu.. and that is no one other than dear selina! u know i really think she is getting prettier and prettier day by day..DARNS..
oh well...obviously i din type tt aye...hurs....all e spelling so darn off!
bwuahaha...
i am so bored...so here's my rubbish...i want to have a bf! darn...
darn darn
aye again....someone's thinkg of dingdongbell again...
aights...that's confusing...but anyhows....im bored!hahaha....darns...
these few days i have been thinking about some things. should i just get tgt with ahem? actually i quite like him now.. cos he got wings...in chicken...like to fly...as bo liao as me...as bhb as me...as darn as me..might as well get tgt right... since we are so compatible in so many aspects. one chicken one duck...perfect match.
i want to get married after tt... hopefully can do that before i turn 21. that means i have slightly more than 1 year to do tt.. that means i have to get a bf like...NOW!?
so...ANYONE WANTS TO DATE ME FOR VALENTINE'S DAY?
ANYONE IS WELCOME
GIRLS OR GUYS OSO CAN
I ANYTHING ONE LA!
*prerequisite: pls try to have a black car...
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♥Sunday
hah. seems like im back to feeling nostalgic all over again.
met with sboners ynite at harry's at esplanade...attendance was just so-so, but it was better than nth right! considering tt jansz taws waimay r o/seas, it was a gd turnout la....at least px came! heee...gina fell sick n chael was like busy with her stuff. bahx. n siran gna have her exams. aye...let's see who was there....our dear png, jun, eug, bent, leonard, neha, jm, zl, leow, px.
shucks. where's eric see, u-jin, zk, dear ol' lance, n lionel. oh well wont expect lionel to come...i can imagine see's hysteric laughters. tot i saw him at yishun tt saturday but but...ohwell...where's lance! bahx. taws's left, leaving e fantastic four one man down. sighx...png brought back some damn nice chocs! hah n i caught a photo of neha's wide grin while posing w e yummy chocs!
it felt as if, even though i have a sickening lousy memory, there's everything about every one of them that etched deeply in you. you will remember them for that, for being who they are, for being there.
lol...oh well...after all the food n stuff...we starting playg with this! hurs...our aiming sucks la...poor buggers working there, haf clear up so much snacks on e flr. lol
oh well....n today....aft training. dropped off at dhoby ghaut expecting to see 139 at that park mall bus stop which just shifted to the other side of the road. but it wasnt there! aye...had to walk to the next one...where i walked thru e spore shopping centre. many shops in it took on new looks, but the place still smelt the same. the same old but new mama shop, the yummy chicken rice shop, and the ever-changing pub/bar there...aye...
that's all actually. hah.
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