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Thursday

i am pms-ing.
hah i feel like i am pms-ing.
except that i am actually not. i have every reason to hate an annoying day like today.

woke up tis morn, with the hung over feeling, by milk tea that is.
felt awfully constipated and with a tight, contracted stomach since yday.
missed two 95 buses.
found out that i have driving lesson right smack in the middle of my day. there goes my planned schedule for the day, wrecking my time to get any work done at all.
was in the wrong attire for driving. tried to ameliorate e situatn by headg down to gym to get e bulky running shoes.
stupidly took A2, thinking that it'll bring me to engin EA.
alighted at UCC bus stop, started pouring.
painfully inched my way up the tiresome flights of stairs in my heels.
drenched from rain, tis PRC stared at me when i was descendg down e flight of stairs. glared back at him (hah. yea, had a bad enough mood to do such ah lian stuff), he didnt shift his view.
thankfully, 33 came quick for once, got rid of him.
waited for 30min for 188! the board said e freq is 9-14min during off peak la!
gosh...late for driving i was.
and driving manual with a 2.5inch heels is no joke for a first-timer like me.
reached e gym at like 5.30 n im still late! gosh....i need someone to tell me that i'm early for something for once. it's as if i have no merits. damn.
another excruciating 3h in UCC, except that this 3h is the least painful thing of the day.
hah food was good. at least the desserts made up whichever was lacking.

aye n e very last straw that urged me to make tis post.
dragged myself through 10minutes of walking lugging a 5kg bag(i think. no, no exaggeratn in tt) waited another 12min for the bus. happily thought, yays, the bus's empty, i'll get my favourite seat. raised my hand, flagging down the bus like a happy child would.
when the bus was in sight, it crawled towards me at my jogging speed. thought to myself, weird, why so slow? mayb to save petrol, somehow?
to my disgust, the bus driver was slping! it would have break my arm if i left it up! irresponsible idiot. imagine if he was driving the last bus! irritating. bastardize the image of themselves. oh, wad image? that bus driver was obese, i could imagine fat oozing out of my gaping mouth when he was snoring away while driving. that explains the slow speed of the bus aye?

shucks.
im done.
actually not quite. still damn pissed bout having my 6h,intended to catch up on work, wasted. and i reached home half hour before midnight, even when i din have traing! gosh...why does time always run away frm me?

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Wednesday

hah better say it here b4 i forget.
i stuff e pdl into my wallet!
hohoho i better not lose my wallet until 24oct aye. but i sense tt some unfortunate event is gna befall one me.
that premonition aint baseless aye!
hah had ominous dreams as of:

my brother running after me, pinned me onto the ground. ok, before pple start thinking dirty, it's sth worse! he took a shiny silver fruit knife(still glistering under the dim alley lightings) and tried to dig my heart out. hmmm....weird thing is, he manage to cut it straight despite me struggling(cant believe my climbing muscles cant manage to push him off), and cut a T-shape on my left chest. another bizarre thing is tt that din really hurt more than scratching a ruler across your skin. ok ok. the ending comes(no, it din end cuz i faint, or die of blood-loss). he held my heart in his palm with all the arteries dangling arnd!! gosh

haha...mayb that's the punishment for me for forgeting all about the lsm assignment? or isit tt i've been neglectg biochem for damn long alr...

okie okie! another dream! last last nite tt is...hahah tis dream is long long long...so im jus gna summarise it.furthermore i've forgotten e details!
hah
i withdrew 500 bucks from an atm accidentally! n the guy behind me wanted to withdraw like 100, but the machine only had one note left, so he went swearing at me. then after, i ran off, scared he come hacking after me wad.
hah n when pple saw me running, they came chasing after me! damn shag la....hah they suspected tt i'm damn loaded with cash, more n more pple came running after me! aye...past some bakery shops, did some hurdles over the kopitiam's red plastic chairs. even jumped over the gantry at the train station, sprinted up the escalator, dived into the closing doors, seeing those pple after me having their faces flattened at the window. yays! so i outran them. hah. Ooooh i was on the circle line by the way..."heard" some station names, but forgot alr. then then....was msging arif on e train! he moved house! when just 2 days ago, his mum told him to put some stuff into e paper boxes.

ok. damn shag from all the running. hah how come i never dream of myself slping peacefully, or of me sitting down playing chess. let my legs rest leh...

aye...im off! oh was addicted to paolo nutini's last request some time ago. it's still nice, but there's tis song tt i accidentally got addicted to! heee kate nash's mariella. heard her songs for e first time, was somewhat disgusted. but second time through em got me all addicted! hahaha...they jus sound like tunes u hear when u're in pre-school.

ah wells....i shall b off. till thens!

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Saturday

hah stuck here cuz of a excruciating experience of pin-and-needles.
aye...had a nice dinner with fam at jumbo, e east coast branch. we all got pretty nostalgic. it's been quite some time since we had gone to tt branch.
there was this dish tt came w 6 pieces. and sis commented, "eh, just nice. 6 of us". hah i guess we're all jus way too used to having 6 of us around a table. but now, bro's away. aye aye...wad to get him for bdae tis yr aye aye? hah i think i still owe him his prezzie for last year...ah wells...
had alot of ideas running thru my mind on the trip home, but doubt they all require time. lotsa time. ah wells....

pnn's off! hah im logging off too!
ooh ya...spent so much time on facebook tonite. almost like 1 or 2 whole hours! getting my feeling all so nauseous. hah sick of it. too much of clicking, navigating and all. bahs. disappear like my frenster it shall be. lol

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Thursday

aye aye...had fluids mech test today....hah it's a subj tt involves fluids, tt involves mechanics, duh...oh ya i think it involves some logic too. hah but but! the test was madness. 5 mcqs 1 hour. sounds easy huh!
and it surely was! how difficult is it to tikam an ans out of 6 options?
hah intelligent guesses, that was wad one needs. but i seriously am lacking in that aspect. less needed to b said for luck.
drove me to a state of delirious. all the running around in the campus lugging along my notes n textbook. i could imagine myself peeling the pages off the textbook, throwing them into the air n play chasing.
aye okok. but we rly did run! wahaha explored some part of engin tt i had never been to and making happy nonsense bout it.

oh. but i was thankful that different pple had different questions such that we cant possibly compare answers or copy them(if ur eyesight's tt gd. but i seriously suck at peeking at other's ans. damn myopic)! yays! at least e guilt n e despise on one's stupidity wont kick in till e results get released.

now now...back to the world. this world. where i have to constantly myself that i've got thermody test tml n have to jettison my darting thoughts and pull all senses back to reality.bahs.
i wanna go speeding. on a bicycle. lol...

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