results coming out soon. so what?
sighx...it'll be pleasant if i see a few "A"s there. if there isnt any? or maybe a few "D"s and "E"s?
yeah. so what?

took 51 this morn from eunos...initially, i intended to drop at the eunos mrt stations which was only 2 bus stops away, but i hadnt got a chance to really sit on a bus since i started working. yeah, i sat and i sat....
past the geylang area, which i tot im familiar enuf to drop there and change to some other bus, but i didnt.
past the kallang area where i could take 32.
chased that thought all the way till the bus route diverted at funan.
anyway, wanted to drop at holiday inn there, near my 1st 3 mths classmate's hse and walk home.
instead, i dropped at a bus stop which is quite in the middle of nowhere.
i chose to do that when i was in my heels, which was by then, highly uncomfortable.
not as good a walk home as i expected, no more morning breeze, and didnt see any pple jogging...

yeah...when i was on the bus, i was thinking. i was imagining that im a tourist in spore, and those shophouses along geylang really looks interesting! i even have an urged to drop at that bird shop near my hakka clan area. but, i still hadn't had a chance to fully pretend tt im a tourist....

hmmm...i wanna go slp. a good nite sleep, and a late morning that i can wake up in, feeling that i've wasted my morning. sometimes, it can be such a luxury to feel that u are wasting sth. sounds sinful isnt it. haha...jsut like today, with fio yippy and yeehui...8 hours simply flew past! and we were slacking most of the time! haha...but i love the time at esplanade library the most. cuz of the wonderful aircon and the pretty sun rays penetrating the tall glass panels...who dares to say that singapore doesnt have wonderful scenery!

sigh...dunno why, but i always end up comparing. now, comparing spore's scenery with anywhere else's. im kindof sick being a mortal, not that im certain that being an immortal might make my life much happier. but i guess, we all need some changes in our lives.

for now...i cant wait to have my own room. but, i might just be taking a huge disappointed soon. i might not take over my sis's room, maybe my bro will nag, maybe i cant get to choose to paint the walls, maybe i cant get to shift the furniture, maybe i might get the room after all the musings...i've really been thinking alot about how i wanna do up the room!

sighx....i can forsee a sea of disappointments that i may have to swim through. not getting satisfying grades, falling short of the high hopes tt family pinned on me, and pple arnd blabbering on about the grades, i seriously cant and dont wanna remember which comp i choose, which questions i left empty, which answers that i gave such ridiculous answers....maybe there will be torrents, i may have to struggle, fighting to stay afloat amidst the towering waves. and maybe i might just drown.

okok...time to slp....may my subconscious mind create pleasant dreams for me. i wanna make the fantasy world real. but, maybe itis myself that i need to change, not the pple and stuff around me. but itis in human's nature to manipulate others rite? be it the environment, landscapes, or pple, family. in my opinion, either change urself or leave them all together. yeah, easier to be said than done. hah. im really blabbering.

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Environmental science and engineering
Not quite surprised when i took interest in this course....haha...this course sounds so much like go green! so much of the environment, the soil!! but i do detest those dirt...anyway...theres some stuff bout pollution in this course, but i dun think theres a future in this course, considering how many pple not bothering how rapidly the earth is destroyed under the many tiny evil clutches of homo sapiens. ya, i'm one of them, never fails to waste a stack of papers a day...

Bachelor of Arts in Architecture
Bachelor of Arts in Industrial Design
The usual ones which i laid my eyes on....both are nice! i wanna design building...i oso wanna design those small gadgets which, i hope, everyone will love wad i invent! mwuahaha.....but the duration of the courses are freaking long, and i wont even be called an architect after the 4 year course....still, worth a try :)

Civil Engineering
Second thoughts about this....cuz theres quite a high "drop-out" rate rite....as in, pple wont take up a career in that field after they graduate from that course....wad a pity! much about physics, much about a subject that i love and hate.

Chemical and biomolecular Engineering
This because my sis came from there...i never knew theres a "biomolecular" thing there...that kindof turns me off....if i ever take up this course, it must have be because of the money, though it isnt really alot alot..

another thing...i think im really considering accountancy!! :D mainly, cuz of the big bucks...haha...thats kindof superficial...i'll go research on it soon! :)

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hah. blogger is so cool! the made the letter "B" a love shape instead of the usual square shape! :)

nothing much to blog, but just that since i almost never come online during weekdays, except for today, i shall ramble on about my musings! ya, about friends, friendships...haha...im trapped in this topic for ages, but i guess i will be baffled by it for a few decades longer....

anyway, it started when i start reading "never let me go"....wad a weird relationship between Ruth and the main character...they are like typical enemies, bickering, picking faults on on another....but they are confidante to each other in the nite...this relationship is so dangerous, one might just spill all the secrets on day! so two-faced!

then....i began thinking bout mine...nevermind the secondary sch stuff, i'm still stuck there. no longer a prickly topic anymore especially when i met her qutie recently. just no point pursuing this friendship anymore. anyway, back to what i was acutely disturbed about, to think that we lived two whole years of jc life with this class, that school...and now, i dun even keep in touch with any of them, except the bare few that i see at work almsot everyday ...but the point is, i think i dun care. making no effort to do anything...i do think about them, how they are doing now, whether they still like wad they used to like and stuff....but i will never risk nearing my phone to transmit a sms or anything of that sort.

bahx...im rambling....

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still cant seem to be able to find my EC's blog...feeling kindof devastated...thats abit exaggerated...
anyways....today is quite a fine day. i think i woke up abit late to jog, cuz it was already feeling warm when i reach the park. also, theres a significant decrease in number of pple jogging. either bcuz cny is over(and pple need not try to do the last minute wt-lossing) or im late. i prefer to believe the second. cuz the first makes me lose the motivation to jog every sat morn!

and...met w wai and smo...went for this talk thingy...bout civil engineering....i used to think i was very very interested in those type of stuff, bout building stuff...until i was sketching pictures of shoes, clothes, bags, and skyscrapers(in case the first three made me sound quite bimbotic) in the air when those pple from tiong seng and ntu were talking...
met some sc pple there, din really acknowledge their presence, neither did they acknowledge mine.

then then...walked around, passed smo her present....and i joined my mum and sis at great world! took 195, almsot alighted at my house! and i was really excited seeing so so so many bus passing that river valley road! the stream of bus really shrinked the roads! the 4 lane road which is normally sparsely populated with speeding cars was suddenly dotted with bus! like 111, 65, citybuzz(?!?), 14, 16, 124, 502, 123, 106, 174, etc. that was so way cool! really! i was starved of public transport ever since i was born! having to wait for that ONE bus to come was really horrible! and the four bus avaiable only brought me to a very limited number of places! yeap, so we took 16 back home from great world! so damn exciting!

ate at crystal jade and i had my very first visit to ben n jerry bistro? cafe? store? wadeva u call them...it must be a whole lot of fun working there! all those youngsters, they even warned us of the oatmeal sth sth, where the sound of it sounds delicious rite! according to her, pple took extremes upon tasting that flavour, either hate it or love it. whoo...the cinnamon taste was so nice!i love it! whilst my sis and mum hated the over powering taste of it, and now i know my sis never liked cinnamon! ahha...cuz she holds a distaste towards aunti annie's cinnamon pestels, which is so finger licking delicious. :) anyway, we had dublin mudslide, chocolate ice cream with bits of brownie in it and new york sth sth. sis liked the dublin mudslide which reminds me of rum n resin cuz of the alcohol taste. yeah, i hate it! hahah...oh wells, thats why ben and jerry needs to invent lotsa new flavours rite.
ahhaa....dun call me mountain tortoise, cuz im not! yeap...was 15min late for wimbledon on hbo! nevertheless, i love it! funny thing is, i used to think shez ugly (wadeva the spiderman girl-maryjane's name is), and he ugly and scrawny too! but now, i think they are such perfect match! my reason for saying this: they both have blonde hair(u can see how well their hair colour matches when they embraces each other) and they both are great tennis players(in e show)! only if theres such a compatible couple in real life.

anyways...thats it...im just thrilled over the bus ride on bus number 16, though it smelt of urine...haha

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