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Saturday

hahaha...i totally cant believe it...
i just saw my ex-eye candy again!!!
wow...itis like...he like sa, i left sa. and i dun suppose to meet him again la...definitely not during this period of time when im in the half-hibernation mode.
but i just saw him at the park mall bus stop! and that was when my bus came!!! i flagged for the bus, said bye to yif n prisc before moving towards the halting bus. and that was when i saw him approaching!!! if he had walked abit too slow, he would not have been able to cross that road and wont take the same bus as me!!
wow...
but, too bad for me...my home is so near and there wasnt enuf seats!! so i had to stand, and he was standing there too! only he and i at the area la..bcuz of that! i cant get to see his face. hahaha
but im still quite certain that itis him.
lol...wonder where hez going....
hahaha...but anyway, ive got a new eye candy now, which will most prolly expire around prelims when i dun think i ll get to see him anymore.

yeah...that it...sth that brightened my day when i tot im just too freaking tired and wasted and totally dead for everything everything!
hahaha..yeah...thanx man :)

just recieved yif's reply...and she said he look not bad!!! lol...but too short. i totally agree with that...and she asked if i talked to him. and i didnt! hahaha..but should i have talked to him? that will be so awkward....nvm, the next time i see him, i will (that is if i can rmmber).
hahah...good day man!! :)
but too bad, i had an ugly french plaited hair today...so messy lahx...

im still totally awed by all the stuff that occured that allowed me to meet him again..
had i not gone for tuition today...
had i not stayed back to talk to ms ho jsut now..
had i not stayed back long enuf...
had i not went to paid tuition fees today...
had i not gone to take bus today...
had i not went to that park mall bus stop...
had i not be with yif and prisc(i ll be in a more stone mood and most prolly not noticed him!)
had he not came to town...
had he not intended to leave town at bout 3.30
had he not crossed the road just in time...
had he not take 139, but took other bus instead...

hahahah...i believe theres more to this...and i can indulge in it while i starve till my mum n sis come back from suntec(lol..sis said that she saw lots of ac pple!) at bout 8 or 9.
sighx...that like 4 more hours to go... :(

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Tuesday

haha...i think everyone is declaring that they have started mugging....but, some are trying to deny lahzz....and i really get de-motivated to study by what they say! they made prelims sound like nothing!! (left right left right nothing - body combat gay) haha...
but...i really do hope the whole sbone does well in the A lvls! we'll out do the scone04!!!! we go up on stage as one whole class! :)
however, im in a selfish mood nowadays....esp when my classmates wont be appreciative even if u share good stuff with them.
bahz.
hope hp isnt out of stock yet!! >.<
yeah...so sleepy now...but i shall go do some chem first...yeah! mugging...*pukez*

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Saturday

i think my life is so suffoccated, so narrow, so experiences-less.
it revolves around sch, frens, exams and study. maybe abit of my family, and definitely bout my wisdom tooth which is giving me ulcers.
my life is definitely a smooth one till now, the biggest obstacle being the tiniest tests, and national exams. really, i have not tasted LIFE.

while having dinner just now, and struggling to pick up that slippery noodle using my powerful chopstick skills, i got reminded bout how my mum used to nag at me cuz i hold my chopstick at the high end.(eric heard from his grandma too!) yeah...i wanna get outta spore! i want to have a life where im not required to do all those dull and menial office work. i know i will need alot of time to adapt to those lifestyle, but i think that is an ideal getaway from spore's asphyxiating environment. i dun mind working at jsut a bistro. i dun mind having to cycle to work and home, in fact, i dun really want to own a car (if i every do, i want a sports car or the mini-cooper or sth of that sort). i must either live in a nice modern apartment building or those shophouse-looking house. i want lots and lots of rain! that will be such a superb weather to live in! :) and i dun want to live in a cty where there is a proliferation of arms! and they must have a place for me to play tennis!! or squash or swimming! hahah...

hahah...i tend to imagine all those stuff when im under stress huh. hahah...let me further indulge in this dream... :)
lets talk about my room. need not be too big, but of course, the larger it is, the better it is lah! it has a spherical chair tinted red(thought of this chair while studying physics a few days ago, but i dunno how to describe!). with this multi-purpose table cum chair which is either red in colour or made of those darkwood material. now, my bed! i want it round! a thick round mattress fitted nicely into a round sunken ground.(the one that i saw in the movie the bounce and my wardrobe! it wont be called a wardrobe cuz it doesnt look like one! there will just be a long round or rectangular(with rounded edges) rod strecthing across the room! but i havent thought of an idea how to keep out all the dust. heh. then...a slim laptop (preferable cool green or blue in colour, that is if they have it) on the table! yeap...then i will need a place to keep all my junk to make my room look open and neat. yeah...
but if my room is spacious enough, i will build a wall to split the room into two. that wall will be white but with alot of round/oval holes...each and every hole will be outlined with different colours, either black red green orange or blue!

yeah..that will be the concept of my room if i want it simple...if i want it complex...i will buy lotsa mirrors(i have no idea how i am going to place it, but im sure it ll look nice), and one side of the wall be a sketch paper!

okay...i shall stop lifting my spirits by imagining so much. im sure the renovation costs will be outta my budget even if i do them myself. yeap...on my way home jsut now, i saw those tanks!! the drove down river valley, from clarke towards UE² and turned left towards havelock. they farted out lotsa smoke!!! bleah. but it was damn cool!!!

oh ya...went back sc for the opening ceremony yesterday! waited for robs in the library. then went to waffletown to meet meryl n toot! wanted to go cine initally, but had to abort that plan cuz rob's mum dun want her to go cine or sth. i dun really noe the reason too. yeap...after having our dinner (the grilled chicken was nice! but i had difficulty bitting cuz of the wisdom tooth which was dumb enought to give me such aching moments) yeap...took bus down to sc, walked through the exiting gate and walked towards the sports complex. it must the second time that ms heng spoke to me!! first being the day that i graduated, during the graduating ceremony lahx...hahaha...and she was looking for some adeline tay person. all of us had no idea who she is! but anyway...it was real havoc there! and it was then that reminded me of what scgs is! all thsoe screaming. they screamed in real high pitches...and all the running around...wow...i must have had alot of fun in the past while indulging in those chaotic times! yeap...saw alot of dgians and alot of pple from my lvl, but i forgot all my name except maybe lilian(kindof my pri sch gd fren), yixin(my lit mentor!)...
yeap...abandoned ryl n robs while they were scruntinising their red cross board, and wt n i walked around the sch! the ecopond area remained the same, but the p block area changed alot! esp the pri sch area! totally changed!!! all the street lamps and new pathments new rooms new common area which are real spacious, and real nice staff resource rooms with glass doors!!!
but the most amazing thing is that, i saw a cat there at the courtyard!! and it was there again when we went into the stair beside the pri sch hall and it dashed past wt rob n ryl (but not me! :( )and gave them a heart attack!
hahah....felt damn good going back to sc!! but robs enjoy ac more, while i argue that sc is such an ideal sch to be in now (im not sure of the pple lahz) but robs said that ac is much cosier.
hahaa...walked robs back to brmc. then ryl wt and i walked down to the bus stop near the newton area. i wanted to take bus but they wanted to kk hosp. hahah...but in e end, they took bus! was a super tiring walk! hahah

yesterday was a really nice day! :)

yeap...havent buy HP yet...dunno if i shld buy, cuz i wont study until i finish reading it. and that will cuz my mum to nag. bahz....how!?!? cost only bout 40 bucks....but it might drop to like 10 after a year or so! (i learnt this lesson from hp order of pheonixx, somemore it was in hard cover but so cheap!)

sighx...shall go queenstown to study with yh tml! dun wanna get distracted by all those stuff at home...esp all those time i spent looking for stuff to bite on but cant find any but chocs and yucky biscuits....

oh ya! and i cant get to go for ndp this year! hmph. bro said that he cant get the tix cuz the supply is already small as they are holding it at padang. bahx...BLEAH! :(

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Sunday

yeah. im back again. had to come into contact with this evil thing here.
bro went play dota again. even my cousin is intending to start studying now! this cousin of mine wasted so much time lahzz....quit ntu at the end of his year 1, and now he needs to retake his As to get into uni.
bleahz...

went kbox with sis n mum today...sang so much that i think my voice is going coarse soon...really tiring to sing so much, considering that i only mouth the national anthem n sch song. i really dont get to sing much. but, apparently, my mum says i sing better than my sis! lol...

then sis wanted to go robinson cuz theres some big sale there..but before going there, they had to display their kiasuism and get the free pokka lemon drink outside cine. i think it taste awful!! and i had to carry the heavy bottle of drink. bleahz.
sis had to head home first before going back to orch again. and she was talking stuff bout her job again. i think shez such a backstabber! and i told her that too (does tt make me a not-backstabber? hahah) but i really dun agree what she is doing. She thinks she is doing what is right, i think she is totally cheap! itis really 打小报告 lahz!! if that is what is needed to get promoted, i rather quit it. but, talking about money...i dun mind getting more money sacrificing abit of my principles. hahaha...maybe i'll turn out to be like my sis one day. heh. dad just increased my pocket money! O.o but i'm not allowing myself to go out anymore till prelims is over...so it means i can save more to buy stuff! i want pin guan's cd!! and harry potter!! sunglasses!! and k750i (maybe buy for bro since hez eyeing on it too.) heh. and wide angle lense!!!(i wont be paying for this, i hope)

sighx...why cant school days be shorter!! then i wont be dreading over the coming monday, the bad monday blues, tuesday blues, wednesday blues. these "blues" pratcially last throughout the week la!! ever since i started coming to ac. blahx!

oh ya...i still rmmber the book, "tuesdays with morrie". really nice. cant rmmber much from it...but theres this part that tells the reader that everyone do get what they deserve in their lives. i've had my chance getting my first year on earth, second, third...seventeenth, and im thankful of my 2005 week 27th saturday...

went to joo chiat area to eat yesterday...saw this IOC merc! wow. din noe that they are rich enough to hire a merc for every guest including that old man that i saw! heh. wad a waste of money.

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Thursday

today is the 39th day till prelims arrive!!
blahx...and i havent been blogging for like 2 whole weeks though i do come online (very seldom though).
hahah...whenever i wanna come online...bro will be at the comp.
heh.
anyway...got lotsa stuff to do!!!
and i really needa improve my gp.
heh. and i wanna read my story book! and harry potter that will be coming out very soon!

school is alright for the time being. cant imagine wad will happen if fab soong comes back from spain, driving through the topics at full speed!
cant wait to get the non-compulsory schoolday period, which is in T4?
yeap...adjustments were made to our timetable. and the best of it is that the pt period of pe is cancelled! but now we're having some horrible aerobics things, and we are led by 1 guy and 1 gay in a charcoal hot bball court!
i wanna play tennis! am still missing the late afternoons in sc wacking the many tennis balls and the games with wt fel they all...they were all so much better than me la!! and i come to ac...defeated few of my classmates...lol...wanna play squash too!
dun think i'll do any more sports till prelims are over. lol...i shall accumulate fats till i have the chance to dispense them away.
yeap :)

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