21 jan : spent on studying sth that sucks a whole big time. spent more on watching tv...
22 jan : SAT sucks a whole lot ----traumatised...----
23 jan : watched tv and tv. thinking tt i really needed this
stress-relieve thing...
24 jan : started on the gp package.
25 jan : a run around the sch...read the gp package. regretted signing up for the maths thing. physics tuition. dinner out w fam.
26 jan : failed the gp package. pulled torture upon myself. met nicole!!
bleah...dunno why...but i think i resort to blogging when im not feeling good...
hmm...not all are
bad...save for the run, physics tuition and dinner out and met nicole.
run was slow, and i went spectacle-less, but was accident-less.
physic tuition...gotta noe this guy who lives just at aspen hts! maybe can add him and really form a car pool. (go green!)
dinner out...the food was quite nice.
met nicole...so cool! outta nowhere! took 32 w me...she needa go for work...and we complained bout the salary stuff...hahah...
so....
got to noe tt pple already started studying for terms..
i shall too!
but how how HOW!?!?!
jsut damn tired :(
started the sch term, determined.
now? totally spent! stoning thru'out the day...zombie-ing everywhere....
needa a nice nice sleep...a free free weekend! but...bleah
hate saturdays la! everything just crashes on that day!
gg gardening thing, then lc outing and the hope to wear contacts again...
blleah bleah bleah...
chemistry is just getting worse...
thought i'm enjoying organic chem...
but the chemical reactions accumulates as my worries culminates!
cant they just teach everything all together and let me take the notes and sort out for myself!?!?
physics...
tuition has been quite effective, but definitely still not worth the money.
the hiking of the prices by cutting down the no of tuition hours but still paying the same amount of money....
at least i can scrap thru daily sch work...
maths...
integratn by standard, of trigo functions, of inverse trigo functions, by substitution, by parts! what else?!?! so many tutorials that are not done!
i love the feeling of triumph when the tuts are done thou :)
econs.
i think i will drop this subj eventually.
maybe cuz my basics were lousy...but im just not the type for econs la...
gp...
gp package!!! arh! gonna fail when itis an open book test, what else can i do during terms and exams?!!?
chinese...
sure to retake le...
ccas....
cant quit photog and gg....
air rifle? really wanan get into sch team thou..
dun wanna let my "R" category blank....
guitar? 40 bucks for coaching? fat hope!
art club....wanted to go for it today...but...stupid maths comp! bleah bleah bleah!
and the many things to be done...proposals, attendence list....what else?
anyway...
my hamsters gave birth like a week+ ago...
only left w 2 babies....
cant wait!
measures to tackle the upcoming terms....:
study study study! :'(
sighx...cant stop dreaming about fun-filled uni days....relax, joining cca tt i like(most prolly rock climbing, unless they, too, have trials...) and i wanna live in hostel >.<
[edit 21:47]
dunno y i so
blur nowadays...
maybe itis just cuz im forgetful...
one such excellent exmple...
i only rmmbered bout tuition at 6.15 when i was bathing...which was bout 6+?
i rmmbered having tuition thruout the day. as in, i rmmber now, but i forget bout it a second later...
blahx...
tired tired tired >.<
dunno wads e purpose of going for tuition when i wasnt paying attention at all. and gulped like more than a tube of mentos mint during tuition!!
bleah...diabetes.... :(