sighx...
dreading school...i wanna be the next drop out.
all b cuz of the freaking idiotic tan cc...
wad letter of undertaking. itis as if she is taking a lvls this year.
trying to force me to promise her blah blah blah and then still force me to drop it?
wad if i say, "alright, i will stop going for your lessons, but i will still sit for exam."
for me, academic goals is not for public viewing and there she is, trying to write an affidavit(or at least, the tchers will get hold of this) under my name.
shez a total absolute bitch lah.
i dont believe that she will be fair on her marking lo. so what if i agreed(resentfully) on the promise thing, and fall short of the grade that she set for me, drop it? push it further and i will succumb. shez deriving so much joy seeing me struggling to keep econs. how sadistic!
really hope she'll vanish forever. i'll see her dying in my dreams! seeing an old haggard woman getting more wrinkled, her already small frame shrinking and her sagging cheeks, greying hair, and she will need a walking stick to crawl along the narrow corridor, where students whiz past her, as if speeding like a sprinting leopard relative to her.
she implied that itis a torture having me in her class. so, if i stop going for her class, i wont be forbidded for the exam? wad does she wants!
keeps harping on the fact tt i cant regurgitate the correct definition. not as if i can do so for any other subjs rite!
she said that i spent so much effort on the 3 other subjs and gave up on econs. but did she know that i only spent how lil time on them? truthfully, i din put in much effort in econs this time round, but how much time did i have for revision?
so, is she going to be responsible for my anguish and regrets if i were to drop econs?
allow me to keep econs, and treat me like a normal student, and curse u whole day whole night during my lifetime.
anyway...tennis was great. addicted to it again... but itis more enjoyable in sc, with 2 whole baskets of tennis balls for us to use...and a flat wall where i chase after the balls i hit.
sighx...feel like playing tennis now...
