just blogged yesterday, but im here again!
while i was blog-surfing...reading bout other pple...i cant stop myself from thinking that i lead a very sad life.
having to spend how many torturing hours on stuff that i dont really like, ie econs case study part (c). trying to write the ans when i already know it. making mistakes that i shouldnt have, to make the script look real and display the stupidity of me. thats just so disgusting. so dishonest.
sometimes, i just feel like a total loser...
other pple are aceing in their studies without even studying for the few hours. and i have to wallow myself in self-pity cuz i jsut have to spend so many hours on that subject just to score a F. hah. how pea-brained i am rite!
furthermore, i have to go for tuition!! gp tuition was a total waste of time today. she was suppose to do a real challenging Q that i asked her tt time, but she had twisted the essay Q to "which is more dangerous. Science or religion?". how much easier can this be! all she did was listing down the points, within giving us evidence to substantiate it. totally useless la!
watched the WTA thingy competition just now...
kim clijston against lindsay daveton, dun blame it if i spelt them wrongly. while i was watching, my unlce from uk called, after having no avail in locating my mum, i had a short conversation w him. he actually know who are those tennis players. and me? i dunno any, or maybe just that few.
look at them, how rackets enhanced their movements instead of being a burden. i just wish i can play as good as them. to have the ability to play a real good game.
really cant think of any merit that i possess.
dun think i wanna be architect anymore...kindof persuaded myself that theres no career prospects in that area. yeah...so, wad i wanna be...is to be unemployed! contributing to the rising unemployment rate in spore, be part of the dependent pop. and by then, i hope the govt can give us more welfare benefits, more transfer payments, less GST,.
Actually, that is wad i dread.
