i dont believe that i'm of the age to actually flip to that section in ST. i dont believe that anything near to that concept can come to our proximity, not to people in my sch, not when the incidents occured less than a week away. i really have no idea who that guy is(was). perhaps name does not play a part in my memory... but, it is the thought of it that is terrifying. i'm sure that took a lot of courage, wadeva means that he took to achieve it. but cant he channel that courage to another place?!?! i want to know the reason. it is really horrifying that such a thought can creep upon someone, and eventually crumbling him on that fateful day. told my mum about it, with the bare facts that i know. she fears the thought as much as i do. and i dont know why other pple can just brush it aside, thinking that it is none of their business. you might just be the next one. i might just be the very next one. i'm afraid. and i dont know why... and i hate myself for being so blur. for being in acjc and not knowing people by their names... so damn irritating... when such a thing can hurt so many pple, his family, his friends, his cca peeps, his church frens....and pple cant give a heck about it. why??
i think all these misfortunes will be forgotten after awhile, wei kong, kristen, leon and maybe wee kim wee if u want...they may fade, but their importance will grow. many will miss them, their very presence and the joy they have brought. he will be kept in the prayers of many. and may "magic" be planted in many who are being affected adversely by this. he will be in heaven, and many of u will join him there in a century or so. he will be in bliss, showered by the love given by Him. well wishes.
