:) gave up on the previous template, and settled for this simple one.
though this week is a short academic week, many things happened.
TUESDAY
Kristine from SC2 passed away. though i dunno who is she at all. but this news did dab this week with a sense of sadness. yes, fragility of life does haunts me.
then it was Wee Kim Wee's deat. cancer, again! a prevalent trend in spore, ong teck chong died of cancer too rite?
sighxx....
if i was to discover that i have cancer, i hope it is cancer that brings me to death rather quickly than to let me suffer. i believe i will live each day of my life to the fullest. i wont be the same me anymore.
WEDNESDAY
this day is a total disastrous day. Had to go for a lousy NTU talk, which concentrated about aeronautical stuff. Although i may have some interest in this subject, i think it died off after this talk. Not that the lecturer is lousy, not that he is not humorous, it is just that everything then looked like nonsense. Then had photog meeting. was a total waste of time. YQ wanted us to look through the photo, and we ended up watching a wonderful play put up by the boot-licker J1. So irritating! He is so super toot!(not the same as wai toot)Yeah, he is really annoying till i start imagining myself chopping away his mouth and pealing away his ugly face!
Thursday
Was suppose to be an early day for my class, but switch the monday timetable to this day. There goes our one and only pathetic early day. After sch, wanted to catch a movie. went to lido, missed the movie time, tried watching kingdom of heavens, but they are charging $8 and a bad movie timing! went to walk around instead. disappointing day...
Friday
double econs lesson was alright. i think i should start doing sth about econs. but john sloman is just so boring!!! sighx...then double gp lesson was nice though it was soporific. she let us off 10 min earlier! :) but i still have to attend the cip briefing thing in place of waimay. glad that yifang was there! :)
yeap...rained today again! nice day! i think i have grown out of the age where walking in the rain is sth no big deal.
every night was fraught with bad dreams...and i think i actually dream of wee kim wee's bungalow. except that i saw those buddhist statues in my dream, whereas Mr Wee is a christian.
then there was another dream that occured in school, saw one of my secondary school fren. alot of running in this dream, was chasing after her or sth...
In school, whenever i start stoning, a dream tt i had would pop up again, enacting itself all over again. then upon the instant when i pull myself out of it, i forgot about the content quickly.
i think i've given up making real friends...i just cant see the real part of them anymore. sometimes they are this, sometimes they are that. maybe im guilty of this too, but obviously im oblivion to it.
maybe it is being of the widening of social circles, they are growing less dependent on a real friendship, thinking that superficial relationships can sustain themselves forever? Or is it just this JC life that insinuates hypocritical acts, back-stabbing, boot-licking. Is this adult life!
i just want another long weekend, to play, or maybe i should start doing some time-consuming handicraft, which i totally lost touch with and was never good at it at all.
