i think my life is so suffoccated, so narrow, so experiences-less. it revolves around sch, frens, exams and study. maybe abit of my family, and definitely bout my wisdom tooth which is giving me ulcers. my life is definitely a smooth one till now, the biggest obstacle being the tiniest tests, and national exams. really, i have not tasted LIFE.
while having dinner just now, and struggling to pick up that slippery noodle using my powerful chopstick skills, i got reminded bout how my mum used to nag at me cuz i hold my chopstick at the high end.(eric heard from his grandma too!) yeah...i wanna get outta spore! i want to have a life where im not required to do all those dull and menial office work. i know i will need alot of time to adapt to those lifestyle, but i think that is an ideal getaway from spore's asphyxiating environment. i dun mind working at jsut a bistro. i dun mind having to cycle to work and home, in fact, i dun really want to own a car (if i every do, i want a sports car or the mini-cooper or sth of that sort). i must either live in a nice modern apartment building or those shophouse-looking house. i want lots and lots of rain! that will be such a superb weather to live in! :) and i dun want to live in a cty where there is a proliferation of arms! and they must have a place for me to play tennis!! or squash or swimming! hahah...
hahah...i tend to imagine all those stuff when im under stress huh. hahah...let me further indulge in this dream... :) lets talk about my room. need not be too big, but of course, the larger it is, the better it is lah! it has a spherical chair tinted red(thought of this chair while studying physics a few days ago, but i dunno how to describe!). with this multi-purpose table cum chair which is either red in colour or made of those darkwood material. now, my bed! i want it round! a thick round mattress fitted nicely into a round sunken ground.(the one that i saw in the movie the bounce and my wardrobe! it wont be called a wardrobe cuz it doesnt look like one! there will just be a long round or rectangular(with rounded edges) rod strecthing across the room! but i havent thought of an idea how to keep out all the dust. heh. then...a slim laptop (preferable cool green or blue in colour, that is if they have it) on the table! yeap...then i will need a place to keep all my junk to make my room look open and neat. yeah... but if my room is spacious enough, i will build a wall to split the room into two. that wall will be white but with alot of round/oval holes...each and every hole will be outlined with different colours, either black red green orange or blue!
yeah..that will be the concept of my room if i want it simple...if i want it complex...i will buy lotsa mirrors(i have no idea how i am going to place it, but im sure it ll look nice), and one side of the wall be a sketch paper!
okay...i shall stop lifting my spirits by imagining so much. im sure the renovation costs will be outta my budget even if i do them myself. yeap...on my way home jsut now, i saw those tanks!! the drove down river valley, from clarke towards UE² and turned left towards havelock. they farted out lotsa smoke!!! bleah. but it was damn cool!!!
oh ya...went back sc for the opening ceremony yesterday! waited for robs in the library. then went to waffletown to meet meryl n toot! wanted to go cine initally, but had to abort that plan cuz rob's mum dun want her to go cine or sth. i dun really noe the reason too. yeap...after having our dinner (the grilled chicken was nice! but i had difficulty bitting cuz of the wisdom tooth which was dumb enought to give me such aching moments) yeap...took bus down to sc, walked through the exiting gate and walked towards the sports complex. it must the second time that ms heng spoke to me!! first being the day that i graduated, during the graduating ceremony lahx...hahaha...and she was looking for some adeline tay person. all of us had no idea who she is! but anyway...it was real havoc there! and it was then that reminded me of what scgs is! all thsoe screaming. they screamed in real high pitches...and all the running around...wow...i must have had alot of fun in the past while indulging in those chaotic times! yeap...saw alot of dgians and alot of pple from my lvl, but i forgot all my name except maybe lilian(kindof my pri sch gd fren), yixin(my lit mentor!)... yeap...abandoned ryl n robs while they were scruntinising their red cross board, and wt n i walked around the sch! the ecopond area remained the same, but the p block area changed alot! esp the pri sch area! totally changed!!! all the street lamps and new pathments new rooms new common area which are real spacious, and real nice staff resource rooms with glass doors!!! but the most amazing thing is that, i saw a cat there at the courtyard!! and it was there again when we went into the stair beside the pri sch hall and it dashed past wt rob n ryl (but not me! :( )and gave them a heart attack! hahah....felt damn good going back to sc!! but robs enjoy ac more, while i argue that sc is such an ideal sch to be in now (im not sure of the pple lahz) but robs said that ac is much cosier. hahaa...walked robs back to brmc. then ryl wt and i walked down to the bus stop near the newton area. i wanted to take bus but they wanted to kk hosp. hahah...but in e end, they took bus! was a super tiring walk! hahah
yesterday was a really nice day! :)
yeap...havent buy HP yet...dunno if i shld buy, cuz i wont study until i finish reading it. and that will cuz my mum to nag. bahz....how!?!? cost only bout 40 bucks....but it might drop to like 10 after a year or so! (i learnt this lesson from hp order of pheonixx, somemore it was in hard cover but so cheap!)
sighx...shall go queenstown to study with yh tml! dun wanna get distracted by all those stuff at home...esp all those time i spent looking for stuff to bite on but cant find any but chocs and yucky biscuits....
oh ya! and i cant get to go for ndp this year! hmph. bro said that he cant get the tix cuz the supply is already small as they are holding it at padang. bahx...BLEAH! :(
