been wanting to change my phone months ago...but had a burning desire to do so the day my exams ended(not taking chem ppr1 into consideration). but i cant! my pap aint free, cuz i had to use his phone plan thingy to get a phone... if not, my bro aint free... bahz....and im still stuck between k750i and w800i. the later is like 400 bucks more expensive just for the play-music-when-ur-phone-is-off function. kindof waste of money huh...but i hate k750i's two tiny buttons... looking forward to w550i and z520i. but w550i's cam is only 1.3mega pix, while k750i's is 2!and z520i's snowy white colour with blue flashy lights is kindof appealing...but i cant seem to get enuf info here...and they are not out in the market yet!bahz...
sighzz...wanted to do so much stuff when i was in the midst of my exams...but now...kindof sick of going out already. and im sick of staying at home too...bahzz...
"I am not young enough to know everything." - Oscar Wilde (1854-1900)
yeap...stumble upon this quote just now....interesting huh. im sure everyone felt the same when they were young. we thought we knew everything and nothing that other people knows but we dont. but as we grow up, we get moulded by the domineering pedagogues. we accepted modesty, humility. then we dwelled up failure, or deferred successes(in my case) and comes the worrying part. afraid of getting bad grades for this for that(esp econs! im sure i'll fail paper 2 this time...and ive got 7 wrong for ppr1!shit..). yeah, what ensues is the moments of anguish, of self-despise, uselessness and whatsoever. sighx...
anyway...ive got a big plan in mind...but i dun think i'll ever be able to do this... that is to have a vacation job overseas....yeap...maybe london or sth...somewhere far from home lahz...but not america...yeap...just take up a job there, any job, be it just working in the cafe or sth...then using the money to rent a room. maybe take up another part time job to earn enough money to go for the shopping and the entertainment stuff... but i wont have the guts to do that alone. so. heh. thats the furthest it can go...another dream *poof*
