bleah... im getting so uptight bout stuff...and i get totally annoyed when my schedule gets adjusted! when stuff gets removed, i get totally exasperated... today, two got removed, while only one got added...
bahxx....had lunch wuth yh yp fio yif and tarynn at nydc in e aft. half price!!! but all the food failed to meet my expectations...i'ld rather have deserts as my brunch. slept a whole whooping 11 hours last night! had to go for gp tuition today though...and it was so crowded! bleahzz...and today's lesson was 4 whole hours!! and i've learnt nothing from it!
i dunno wads wrong with me...i take things so personally these days, and it gets on my nerve. itis so absurd to get angry at myself about stuff so minor. bahx. and it gets aggravated by the feeling of isolation. itis like, u may be with a group of friends physically, and may be enjoy the moment but after u part with them, the mood just darkens, everything gets so darn dull and boring! all i want now is let life float away from me. it will be great not to feel the un-happiness. perhaps itis jsut the post exam emotions, when u suddenly regain the freedom and im maladjusted. i cant rmmber if i felt the same for the previous years...but it feels horrible now.
