was surfing around, reading blogs (hopefully, this ll be the last time till a lvls are over) and...read a fren's blog... yeap, her horoscope is scorpio too...and she has this uncertainty and intense insecurity bout this...me too!! haha...is this just sth tied to being a scorpio? hah. maybe im thinking too much, but i just somehow think and believe in all those horoscpe destiny stuff. heh. yeasterday was pap's bdae....but din get him any present, so i decided to pretend tt i forgot the whole thing all together. perhaps it aint a very right thing to do, but, 18 years of dunno-wad-to-get-for-him-for-bdae is kindof sickening. sighx...maybe i'll be able to afford more worthy stuff when i grow up. hmmm...such imaginations which are bound to be unrealistic. yeah, was leow's bdae too. but tired of msging bdae msges, hah. maybe im just tired of life.
got both my new hp (w800i) and syz's new album on sat. with that, im suppose to be over-joyed rite? but im such a lousy mood these few days. get frustrated with myself very easily, and easily annoyed by pple around me. im not pmsing! heh. nvm. maybe jsut, JUST, exam stress. yeah...had a small talk with sean tan after consultation today, w lance too. yeap....hez like kindof elitist (no flaming here!) but, yeap. but, no doubt, hez really good at teaching, perhaps excelled in his studies too. maybe not intelligence, but mere diligence lahz...yeah...and now im getting even more not confident of myself. oh fine, im suppose to be striving hard to improve my grades, but it doesn't help if im feeling so insecure all over!
wadeva. i like my hp :D baccalaurette this thurs. beneficial/harmful? merits/demerits? MPC/MSC? blahz...
