braodcasting chen qi zhen's song on radio now...lu xing de yi yi (the purpose to travelling)...evokes lotsa emotions and stuff.... really dunno wads going to happen to sbone from now onwards. was similarly sad when dgians had to separate, and i ended up feeling almost nothing cuz my stupid brain chose to forget.
was with ryl today... talked about this fren. had a dream of this fren somewhen during the exams...and itis really kindof disturbing....i lost this fren permanently, in my dreams....i felt so suffocated and i really feared if that was for real. but wad if i am the one who left.
