today's 9 oclock show was lousy...no dancing at all! heh.
sighx...i tot i've had quite a series of interesting days since A's ended, but it is as if my memory has just been taken out and dipped into that pensive pot thing in Harry Potter...everything just got swiped out of my brain, as if i did not lived a life, and that i'm a newborn girl with a pristine memory, except that i'm now wary of it. Feeling so purposeless. Sleep. out. eat. tv. sleep. What else? What? Maybe this is the result of A levels. The sudden removal of stress and burden and expectations of me. Used to be treated like a princess when exams were not yet over, soup delivered to my mouth, able to command for silence in the living room only to fill it with my music... dunno...i've been going out meaninglessly...conversing brainlessly, more so when it comes to gossiping, they just come and go, just that! i've lost track of what i'm enjoying and not. Shopping? i like that. Singing? i like that. Playing? i love it. Eating? love that. Am i sure about that? No. what about now. Now? That has just became a history.
What fills my sight does not fill my mind...Seems like i still have a whole lot of time to juggle with until i can get myself occupied with sth.
