The good rain has gone...lightning still splits the bruised sky... i'm so in the mood to blog...but my brain is totally drained, and wad i've been up to today is nothing except stuff, routine... yeah...work, somehwat interesting, somewhat tiring. i just have to change my mindset about my ideal type of work, which is: -- NOT simple stuff like keying in data -- a LARGER workspace, i wanna bring my cat cushion, my many soft toy clips things, and my nemo fish in a orange container. also, a space to put the many containers tt i would have to put my snacks n candies! -- internet connection! -- a lcd monitor -- a CLEAN keyboard -- optical wireless mouse (the wire is really a fuss when i do my stuff!!) -- able to store my music in e comp so tt i can listen from e comp instead of using e batt-draining mp3 player
yeah...if it aint an office job, i want it to be sth tt i get to wear shorts or wearjeans and wear t-shirts! then i can run all around the city!! i dun wanna drive though...so, it'll probably a package deliver. DHL express? hmmm...
yeah..for now, i'll just have to tolerate...and maybe i'll love it in e end! oh ya! there ll be deductions from my pay when there is public holidays and when i take mc or leave! how pleasant can this job get man....
sighx...all i can do now is to fantasize... GONE is my fantasy of a perfect rented room....my perfect table, perfect lighting, perfecct lamp, perfect seat.
sis just came in to ask why im nt gg for syz's concert...168 for the best seats, i think. and ive nv been to one in indoors...it'll take up like a third of my salary if i go!! freak man...this really sucks... bahz.
it seems like im trying to colour my life when these colours gonna fade with the tiniest blow. sickening.
