feeling quite horrible now...mixed with a tad of sleepiness....and a whole spoonful of worries.....a jug of fatigue....a pinch of optimism.
work has been a moody cycle of being busy and having nothing to do(almost). it always piles up at the wrong time...
yeah...joined lindy hope with ryl....which was org by nus lindy hop dance thingy...anyway it was cheap and very good! compared to the lousy salsa one! though we're learning the second half of the course which is rock and roll, easier to pick up, though i guess i'll never be able to master it. lindy hop is really nice! now i feel like learning hip hop. :D
and im gonna take my blog as a bdae calendar again...haha...kai kian's bdae: 13 march and cynthia's 10 Jan. met up w them today...haha...helped me entangle the many dead knots i had bout uni stuff....but theres still many many infinitely others left!
sighx...
im still interested in the same six courses....but im slightly more interested in two, namely chemical engin in nus and aerospace engin in ntu. hmmm....i still wanna try design, but being in the not-optimistic mood today, i dare not venture deep into that thought....but, if i dun give it a try, i'll regret! oh ya, heard from kaikian tt his fren got into archi with grads of BBC! guess he excelled in his interview thats why. and i wanna see for myself wads the interview like! heh.
accounting, seems stressful...and environ engin, a not-so-heard-of course i guess, so i kindof neglected it....
a thing about chem engin, i dun wanna appear to tail my sis's footsteps! the good pay and good working hours are indeed luring me into choosing it, but i dunno if im really interested in it, with all the thermodynamics and stuff. i totally sucks at those topics when im in jc! bleah...and theres some bio stuff in that course too?? i just like chemistry, the organic chem part....but i like physics! so should i apply for aerospace?
sighx....at least theres sth i can look forward to...a weekend away from work...away from wearing heels and long pants....i wanna play tennis! i wanna spar w my bro! haha...sis moved into her condo beside mine, hopefully we'll get a chance to play tennis there soon! :)
and about the title....i typed it bout an hour before i started really blogging....and i was thinking to say:
I'm a billionaire, standing at the Washington National Airport *, where i have a total freedom to choose where i would wanna go to, but im only able to take one flight. no ticket back. Spoilt for choices, but a truck of regrets trailing me, cuz if i choose egypt for the mysteries, the fun may not sustain me for long. if i choose Europe, the COL may drain my wealth. What if China appeared to be the correct choice? full of opportunities, but also full of failed entrepreneurs....haha...anyway, Egypt is suppose to be archi, Europe-Aerospace Enging and China is chem engin. so crappy. hah. gotta work tml and itis already 3am! haha...
* :This depends on whether you monitor aircraft movements (the numbers of take-offs and landings), or passenger numbers. An airport such as Washington National may have relatively high aircraft movements, but as the largest aircraft it handles is a Boeing 757, it handles relatively fewer annual passengers than other airports with similar movements.