i really admire those pple who have ambitions and go for it, even if their ambitions appear to be unreachable, even if they are bitch or bastards in real life. went to the travel fair yesterday w my mum...i think what i want ain't just a holiday overseas. i wanna live overseas! as in, start all over again, by myself, making frens w pple who are different, different from asians. maybe itis my humdrum life that spur me onto this thought, but i've been skirting this thought for long enough to know that that is what i want. yeah, im not brave, im not daring. i wont have the guts to pursue that. anyways, my plans for my room still aint up yet. that is what i call procrastination, and plain sloth! having much to be done, but just being unbothered about it all. bahx.
dunno why, but im not touching the camera anymore. such a waste. maybe im just not looking deep into stuff, and not being contented with what i have. Instead, i want to throw them all away, hoping they wont leave a trace and definitely not to be captured in the lens.
