received an email from CARE. i dunno why im not doing the CIP stuff anymore. and im certain that my active involvement in CIP wasnt for the CIP hours, but for the fun of it. and i do find them fun, fun that comes easy and gets rewarded.
sigh...anyway...i think im a lazy person, not physically lazy but lazy to make myself busy.
went for ntu open house yesterday, and nus open house today, and a short visit to smu open house after that. wai fel and i are all stressed. really stressed. while ryl is the only carefree one. i must have gotten myself into much trouble that made me so troubled. bahx.
walking home from smu din work, swimming din work too. havent got the clear-mindedness to solve them all now...how how how? i find myself stuck at the crossroads. left is the engineering path, well-paid, and a more secure job that i probably wont find myself hating it much, cuz engineering is engineering and is engineering. all about maths chem physics and at most, bio. right is the architecture course. this includes taking up the master degree of archi which is a 5 year course, or industrial design which is a 4 year course. not a lucrative job, cuz the beginning pay is at a low of $1400! and to be a real architect, you'll need to have 2 years of work experience before u can take this test to get ur license to be a real architect. im sure that wont be an easy exam, maybe worst that the wadeva specialist exam that doctors take. so, by the time i get to really design a real building and get my concept accepted, i'll be 30 years old! but taking up the master degree on archi allows u to do industrial design related jobs, but not honours for ID to take up archi. anyway anyway. what so complicated about that?
