sometimes, i wonder. wad if i am not a clara.elizabeth? i like that name-elizabeth, really. cuz pple can then call me lizzy instead of carla. wad if i am angmoh, or indian, and not in Singapore? will i be more thankful of wad i am? wad if i am blind, i can then live in my own delirious world. wad if i am a boy. then i get to see wad ns is like. will i be wad i am today?
today, i realize, i am one person who gets influence by others' emotions highly, extremely, acutely. i may show a smile in front of my family, but wad do i really feel? nothing will be a absolutely apt word to describe...
and, i really do feel like splurging some money. on story books! :)
oh ya, my sis's hubby passed his specialist interview, to be someone specialising in bones? isit ortho-sth-sth? anyway...yeah...congrats to him!
and i found out, i hate clubbing music, but not as bad as my aversion towards techno songs....yeah, ballads and pop songs are my type. tee..
oh ya...yesterday's was my cousin's bdae! and it was our first cousins outing! cool rite!and i found out that the rest of us shares birth dates that are close to each other! yvonne, 18oct. dorothy, 7 oct. bro, 1 nov. me, 28oct! johnathan is e odd on out though, 28 feb. and i din realise tt hez so shy! haha...and my bro thought i was drunk, hez mad. saw huiying there, not close to her la, but seen her in school for 6 years. wanted to go up to her to wish her good luck for tml(ie today), but i din. but i'm sure she saw me cuz we caught the attention of everyone in the bar. hah. they had a nice live band there yesterday, and im totally amazed that a pregnant lady can have such powerful voice! anyway, theres this new flavour for mentos! super duper sour!
yay. tml is thurs, and tml tml is fri! tml tml tml is sat! i'm so gonna get my sleep thus weekend, finally!
