101 Questions: START 1)Starting time: 2:07pm 2)Full name: wong bo yin clara 3)Nicknames: ra, rara, boeing(thankfully, no more of bowling), yeng. 4)School: going to be nus 5)email:toast_4eva@hotmail.com 6)Eyes: dark brown. (very brown as huihui wld say) 7)Height: the nus scale read 1.63! :D 8)Siblings: 1 sis 1 bro HAVE YOU... 10)Ever cheated or been cheated on? er...no? cant rmmber anyway 11)Ever missed school because it was raining? wanted to. but never. 12)Set anybody on fire for amusement? mad! i cant even light a matchstick properly! 13)Kept a secret from everyone? yeah...loads...lol 14)Had an imaginary friend? hmm...when i was young? cant rmmber either... 15)Wanted to hook up with friend? if hook up purely means having a decent relationship. yes! lol 16)Cried during a Flick?: hmmm....maybe? that wld be when i was younger or sth...hah. im so old already! 17)Had a crush on a teacher? no! reminds me of mr ang! puke! 18)Ever thought of animated characters? hmmm...like? carebears?? lol 19)Ever at anytime owned a 'New Kids on the Block' tape?: no. wads tt? 20)Ever prank called someone: yes! haha..but the msot recent ones were only the first 3 mths stuff...on keffe and wei peng! (hahaha...cant believe i can still rmmber their names!) i wanna do prank calling again! :D 21)Been on stage: yeah...talentime and stuff counted? hahah...and the games we had during chess camp? was hilarious la... FAVOURITES 22)Shampoo: anyhow use....jsut not clairo herbal essence. 23)Colors: been changing...maybe, yellow with black...i dun like them singly though... 24)Summer/Winter: just got sunburnt, wad do u think...winter of course! 25)Online Smiley: :) 26)Lace, silk or satin: hate lace. silk is er? satin is huh? FRIENDS 27)Like anyone: why not! i like all my frens! :D 28)Who have you known the longest of your friends: yeehui!:) 29)Who's the loudest: not me :D 30)Who's the shyest: me! :D 31)Who do you go to for advice: dunno...no need for advisers at this point of time... 32)Who do you get along with best: wai, ryl, smo, fel, yh, yp....haha... in the last TWO weeks have you 33)Cried: nopie... 34)Been mean: yes...but others were meaner. lol 35)been sarcastic: yes 37)Met someone new: yes! loads...but i've forgotten who...O.o but i met jacyn recently! cool girl! 38)Talked to someone you have a crush on?: no. no crush now...no eyecandies anymore! sobs... 39)Missed someone: no 40)Hugged someone: no 41)Fought with your parent(s): yes, everyday 42)Wished upon a star: no. no use right? 43)Laughed until you've cried: yes...lots of time! esp during the mrt game with kenshin-ers! hahaha...darn funny! 44)Played Truth or Dare: yes, but truth only. lol 45)Watched a sunrise/sunset: shld be a yes if i rmmber correctly...at least tried to. 46)Went to the beach at night: yes? 47)Read a book for fun? yes! books are fun! i mean, storybooks! 48)Ate a meal: of course rite! ate a universe! lol 49)Are you lonely? now, yes! alone at home...hee 50)Are you happy? happy is illusive! so, no. 51)Are you talking to someone online? no. DO YOU BELIEVE IN 52)God/Devil: sometimes... 53)Love: yes 54)The Closet Monster: coackroaches included? 55)The Big Bang Theory: maybe..dun quite understand the whole jargon though... 56)Heaven/hell: heaven only. 57)Superstitions? yeah...loads 58)Full Name: weird Q huh... RANDOM 59)Who named you? my uncle for my chi name 60)Backstreet Boys or N Sync? bsb. nsync died off eh... 61)When was the last time you showered? yesterday. dun worry, i'll shower later oso 63)What is right next to you? food! 64)What is your computer desk made of? metal and synthetic materials? 65)What was the last thing that you ate: some green tea biscuits? will be eating famous amos no nut chocolate chip cookies! :D 67)Where would you want to go on your honeymoon? unresolved. a world tour if possible? 68)Who do you want to spend the rest of your life with? have not met one...but definitely not my mum. 69)How's the weather right now? nice and cool... 70)What did you do last night? dance and danced since 6 till 8. ate bryani. took bus 7. walked home. shower. eat again. listened to radio. read my storybook. sleep. 71)Thing that you find attractive about the opposite sex? nothing much, just be charming? lol... 72)How do YOU eat an Oreo? dunk it into milk? how about oreo cheesecake! 74)Dream car: mini cooper for now. 75)What do you want to be when you grow up: frankly, not a chemical engineer if it wasn't for the pay...maybe...some outdoor-ish job? like a cop! 76)Favorite music?: for now, sandi thom's superman! 77)Favorite food? famous amos no nut chocolate chip... 78)Favorite days of the week? thursday, no reason. 83)If you could change your name, what would it be? i like my name. 85)the most stupid thing you have ever done? cant rmmber! hmmm...theres one in my mind, but i rather not say. hah. 89)Fave drink: milo!! milo dinosaur! :D 90)You like scary or funny movies better? romance comedy! 91)On the phone or in person? hate phones. in person! 92)Lust or Love?: love 93)If you could change something about yourself, what would it be??everything? no pt thinking about this, nth can be done about urself unless u resolved to do so. 94)Do u consider cheerleading a sport? yes! itis tiring! 95)Do you have pets? yes. END 96)Who sent this survey to you? wt(as u can see....2 years ago!) 97)What do you think about this person? smart and smart and smart! multi-tasks well! 98)What is your favorite song? sandi thom's superman and tank's gei wo ni de ai and wo men xiao shi hou! 99)What is your favorite movie? sweet november, i think. 100)Do you want your friends to do this survey? no need. 101)Time Finished: 2:41pm
damn. forgot tt im meeting my fren at 4. hah. gotta go.
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♥Wednesday
SANDI THOM - SUPERMAN
Some of us are reaching for stardust Some of us are digging for gold But it won't mean a lot on a mountaintop When the wind reaches out for your soul
Some of us stand in the spotlight Waiting for a round of applause When the people go home you're left all alone To face the sadness behind closed doors
I don't want the sun don't want you to run Don't want superman don't need wonderland Just want you to love me
Some of us want silver linings To be the belle of the ball Going down in a blaze of glory The story means nothing at all
I don't want the sun don't want you to run Don't want superman don't need wonderland Just want you to love me
I don't want the stars or venus or mars Don't want superman don't need wonderland Just want you to love me just want you to love me Don't want superman don't need wonderland Just want you to love me
theres always these songs with such mellifluous tunes that are simple yet able to touch the deepest of ur heart.
which makes u think u are re-born, young and plain playful all over again. so youthful. blur as i was when i was young, i love the days when a 10 year old plays with a 5 year old without any age barrier, when all we do is tumble down the slope, running through the playground, wriggling through the sand, playing silly hopping games, frens and family.
yeap...when i was in lower primary school, when i was still about half the height of everyone, i was playing basketball with this gor-gor. i would get hold of the bball, but he would tease me and snatch it from me. as i child, i would demand the ball back, yet he would make me jump and jump to hit the ball out of his hand.
hah. those were the days when the ball could only touch the net when i threw the ball with utmost strength. when the ball felt like a medicine ball. hah.
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was reading the "being happy" book by andrew matthews. funny as it can be...i think itis just a whole lot of crap. he talks about self-confidence, and alot of motivational stuff. but that all plays on singaporeans' weaknesses to make it to the bestsellers. what about ur subconscious mind creating situations such that u can avoid doing things that u dread.true to a certain extent, but not always convincing la. those books are such cheaters la...cheat ur money only....
yeap...realise that my blog is void of photos for quite a period of time already.... yeah...some photos from bbq with kenshin-ers tt day...haha...showing 4 chiobus as appetisers first...
chiobu chiobu chiobu and chiobu(the chioest) mwuahahhaha.....im so bhb!
we met a group of acs(i) pple there....i really find it weird to see a class of them going sentosa for a class outing! and playing soccer at the beach...kindof sad that the acs(i) standard dropped so drastically! all cmi onez! lol....
anyhow anyway, i like tt photo! it somehow makes the sentosa beach looks good! at least the sea is the sea, the sand is the sand, the sky is the sky. sometimes, it can get that bad sucht hat the sky looks like the sea, the sea looks like the sand. hah.
yeah...i shall go back to read some more books, so more crap. haha...i think im chao ta already! from the short sun-tanning session yesterday! and going again tml! mwuahahah...indian to be! :)
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♥Tuesday
yeap...and i am serious that i've fallen ill again. again! this has become a monthly thing for me already! darns....
yeap...been quite busy recently. ask me what did i do? i have no idea, nothing significant i guess. quite sad huh. thanfully i made a schedule for the months of june and july, to record all the mindless activities i got and will be involved in. i do feel guilty about spending my precious days like this, when i can really read a storybook properly, or learn some stuff that i really wanted to learn or maybe attempt to figure out how to use dreamweaver or flash and frens and family. have always been interested in stuff like that, but has always indulged in my usual procrastination and neglect about them. how about learning more about lindy hop or learn sign language, or really volunteer whole-heartedly to offer a helping hand for the needys....
sighx....again, im not happy with myself! hah. i have no idea why my blog is all about me and myself! so self-centred huh!
sighxxxxx.....im really tired...but this flu bug is weird, it keeps me awake, and only allows me to sleep 4 hours a day! pui pui!
tml shall be a resting day for me! not going for psycho meeting at least...maybe a long awaited "family day", ie my mum, sis, bro and i. hah. and tonite i had the first dinner i have at home since god-knows-when...i've missed all my channel 8 shows, all my kajiao hamsters times....ask me wad did i do out there? simply wasting my life away. so freaking useless! bleah....
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♥Sunday
initially, i wanted to blog... but not...my nose is leaking like a tap! bahz... haven't blog for a long long time...i'll try to come back asap to my own sweet small cosy lil haven here! for now....i feeling so sick! bleah... bought the Grimm complete fairy tale book! quite an interesting book! hee...bbt(be back tomorrow) adieu
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♥Monday
there are times when u just want everything to be silent. want the world to be still, to wait for you when you feel left behind.
listening to natalie imbruglia's leaving on a jet plane. reminds me of weijun and rach! but more of weijun...the noisy one, though he can sing, as in, really can sing. this is the song that i once got so fed up of.
unconciously, im biting my nails again! hee...bad habit la...but itis only possible when im at home...which means, i'll probably quit this bad habit if i stay in hostel! lol...yeah, continue dreaming....
fine...i shall go watch wc. the very first match i'll watch in this whole season. heh. i support italy! not for the cute guys or wadeva, but i just like the name of it. mwuahahaha
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♥Sunday
darn...missed wimbledon already! sighx....din watch much of tennis recently...whenever i switch to the sports channels, it never shows tennis. and if i ever get into hostel, i wanna play tennis for them! that is, if i am not intending to slack la...
yeah...had night cycle yesterday. so slack la...cycled from nus to east coast park. lotsa break, lotsa eating, and lotsa photo-taking for other groups. they came prepared with their digicams la! haha...while our grp came prepared to be the last of the whole group. and i finally managed to ride double!! whooopie! i had pillion riders as follow, jasmin, amy and yippy! mwuahahha....though the scar from the previous fall wont fade away, i know that itis not all that wasted! i managed to ride a double!
hee...and pple at wai's tcc is so nice! treated us to a free cake the previous time. and gave us a 10% discount this time!
going for union camp tml...and i totally dunno wads going to happen! at least for engin camp, they bombarded our email accounts with emails about wads going to happen and blah blah...but this union camp! nothing! and that the secret pal game is still on. sighx....maybe i shld have gone for the odac camp...
for now...im getting broke from all the travelling. have already spent 20 bucks over 3 days! sighx... awake for the past 40 hours, and now im hoping to watch wimbledon... :(
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♥Thursday
hmm...this mtv aint anything more than boring...so just listen to the song! :) turn ur speakers louder!
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♥Wednesday
darn...jsut realised my third choice was kent ridge and not raffles! not that i will get into RH if itis my 3rd choice rite.. sighxx... anyway, going to appeal for KR tml.. hope everything goes well...
and got a space in union camp... sometimes i wonder whether God is leading me the way. teaching me. i was so frustrated when i couldnt get a space in union camp, couldnt get a place in hostel, etc etc. so, i shld leave it all to Him huh? i shall not worry about tml...as everything is meant to be that way He wants it to be!
why do i talk like a christian today? so rachael-ish! save for the bible quotes and worship songs la. haha....anyhow.
O.o btw, i jogged about 7.5 km today! mwuahahah... from my hse, down to zouk, then robertson quay, clarke quay, parliament, esplanade, and pivoted at benjamin sheares bridge! then back was boat quay, other side of clarke quay, mohammad sultan, home! :D this is the furthest i ever went! good job! clocked the distance in about 1h 10min. so gonna have muscle ache tml! hope the amount of food i ate today can neutralise the pain tml! lol
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♥Sunday
alrightie...so after that camp...i spent somemore days in spore before going to hong kong...
im really lazy to blog about my history already... so i'll blog wad i wanna say! fine, im just blabbering... so, anyway....im lost for words already...been thinking quite abit about stuff recently, but just nothing significant to be mentioned here....bleah...maybe i shall just read my book! and be a book worm! darns....bbl
i wonder...isit just me or does everyone wants to get one more chance. one chance to start life all over again. undo certain things... i've always been wanting more and more, never satisfied with wad i have! and this song im listening to make me feel even more so!(chen qi zhen's ziu fen de ka fe dian)
and now...i really feel lost amidst the many things to be done, or things i ought to do and wanted to do... (1) appeal for hostel. and also face the fact that only a small number of pple get a place at hostel thru this (2) apply to pay my fees thru CPF (3) make sure i wont miss all the impt dates regarding nus stuff(my med check up is on 7 july!) (4) sign up for odac camp (5) stuff and more stuff
obvious as it is, most of it revolves around school! sometimes...i just wish im back at my secondary school days....much nerdier....probably skinnier though(:D)...maybe small fights with my fren, undo the very last cold war we ever had and be frens again...
sometimes...i think i'm a spoilt brat (i hope my bro dont read this, he'll definitely nod his head till it drops) i get damn frustrated when things dun go in my way. or m i just an angsty teenager...not quite a teenager anymore actually.... though im born in 1987, suppose to be 19 this year.. i think i still lack alot of skills at handling things that a 19 should be able to. so, tell me. should i feel frustrated now? yeah, it's me, cant stop dwelling at my own weaknesses.
i was at hongkong, and this lady told me i had this sunny and happy smile on my face. how true was that? was i ever happy? what is happiness when it cant be remembered and especially when smiling becomes such a natural thing to do such that none of them is real anymore!
dreats...call that life. MY LIFE.
i remember having those forward mail where u r suppose to talk about urself....those were the secondary school days...when i was more confident of myself (i think), at least i answered that i was optimistic then(when they ask question like: do you think u are more optimistic or pessimistic). now? definitely pessimistic trying hard, too hard, to be optimistic!
just got wai's sms....was trying to ask her to get her og mate to go with me to appeal...really dun wanna go alone. i really hope i wont need to go alone then. and definitely not miss the deadline! just that now, i dunno if i should appeal for which hall! i think i really have problems trusting pple....unless i'm desperate for opinions la....
