went to Zouk yesterday and it was a disaster.
Initially, i wanted to go there to waste myself, and i'll return to my studies properly after that.
I didn't.
cldnt pass off as beyond 20 at dbl o and o bar. ended up at phunk's bar paying 10 bucks. wanted to go butter factory, but couldn't seem to find it. Furthermore heard tt some of my hall pple will be there to celebrate someone's bdae, and that wld be like how paiseh.
so anyway, decided to have our fill since we paid 10 bucks and they only allowed houspours that are mixed with soft drinks! How cheapo can they get! But, because of that, we have the whole floor to ourselves, and we each did our own dance. hahah...i tried what the eusoff DP just taught us this tues! :) i like the Jap Korean Pop dance!
each of us drowned in our own miseries. and were intoxicated by the alcohol. anyways...took a cab down to zouk after tt.
was very crowded, with all the uni pple.
anyway...there was nothing wrong with the crowd, nothing wrong with anything. except that i hope those nus pple i met there din hear my secret. i was talking like how loudly to yipei that i think she heard it! and she knows him! sighx....anyway...
all that i've got to do, is to forget. the puking was horrible enough. really. it was as if turning my stomach inside out, pouring out my organs and my intestines. funny thing is, i think vommitting is a contagious thing. if yipei din puke, i wont and maybe lx wont too!
in the moment of being high and not-so-sober, i msged him! not to confess, dun worry. but i blurt rubbish! lol...after yp said tt she called him, which i now think is false.
yeah, i guess we three were all busy trying to get ourselves drunk, get ourselves to feel horrible in an attempt to forget our him(s).
my him. he is so unlike my ideal guy. i always wanted my ideal guy to be handsome. but he is far from it. but he just captivated my heart. i really dunno what he is trying to do. he seems to be hesitating. not quite like hiding away, cuz frens arnd actually teased about this abit but he did not retract. yet he seems to be taking this like slow? very slow? i'm quite sure he does not perceive this as sth platonic, but he freaking cant make up his mind! so, he likes me? i want myself to think otherwise. i want myself to forget about him and wait till one day he cant forget me! hmph!
ended up feeling all so ugly outside zouk, puking our hearts out.
then met a eusoff hall senior, graduated 2 years ago from fass, name is daryl, from D block.
hahah...that's all i can rmmber of him. yeah, he was quite nice. he didnt mind our stinky puke! i wanna to think of him in a nice way like this, and not otherwise, please.
end up calling my brother to fetch me...and he was so sweet! fecth yp and lx all e way back home...which were like at the ends of singapore!
all that aside, i must study! for the whole of tml!
