wow. din know that i din update my blog for over a week!
anyways, i din think this week gone has been much busier than the previous!
but definitely more stressful, yet im just infatuated with my climbing cca.
though i end up having elephant-thick skin on my fingers, and various injuries that mopre seasoned climbers might have(like they cant bend their fingers such that the tip of their finger touches the third segment of the finger)
anyway...i finally bought my running shoe today!
was rather reluctant to do so cuz i have to go alone since no one needs running shoes when they enter uni, and yeah, i was lazy to find company. and i met brandon there! yeah, saved me from the shopping alone since he went alone too! but the point is that i went alone! everybody has got their phobia for stuff, and for me is feeling lonely in a not so lonely crowd. not that im being "too-friendly", but i am scared of being alone in a crowd, ttz why i sometimes find myself talking to strangers. to clarify things, these strangers are somewhat connected to me, ie, when i wanted to go lt27 for the sports AGM, i attempted to enter through the back door, but it was locked. behind me was a second year girl who was late like me. then i ended up talking to her while trying to search for a door to enter from. haha...so anyway, i bought the tennis grip, finally! 10.50 bucks leh...the most expensive one that i ever bought.
heee...and im not going to lend my racket to sweaty palms pple!
then had dinner with yeehui fiona tarynn and yipei at sakae heeren today...
so much have changed. sigh...and we all seemed to have moved on. perhaps itis just because i hadnt been actively keeping in touch with them.
sigh...all in all, well wishes to all! haha...
then went to the all girls dance comp at zouk. went late, missed eunique's performance...pity that they din get the first since there had been rather good reviews about them....anyways...zouk and phuture sucks on sat nites! but it was well spent time with lixiang n yipei, and got to know lixiang's 2 nice frens! haha...which was jsut in time to satisfy yippy's wanting for ny girls....lol...had nice supper at spize, and it definitely taste much better than fong seng!
alrights...i shant go on about what happened in sch...though the problem of A B C D still persist(at least in my perspective). sighx...and there have been training and lessons....a week just flew past, just as i wished. i just hope that the assignment can just be ignored!! sigh...tml shall be my finish-up-the-hmwk day....esp CTW!
and wassup on this coming week!
monday - climbing training(team)
tuesday- climbing(sub comm)
wednesday - climbing training(team)
thurs- things and more things
friday- things and more things
sat-mon - climbing camp
yeah...im feeling very miserable now...havent spoke to my parents for weeks. and my brother too! and when i returned home from hostel late this afternoon, the void deck seemed so unfamiliar. with many new faces around, and i no longer feel secure here.
in life, sacrifices have to be made. and do i need to sacrifice this home for hostel, for the fun, for the supposed more fulfilling life? what makes a life fulfilling is merely to be contented and satisfied with what you are doing. for me, i must do well in studies, sth which is still far from my reach.
oh ya...i found someone who shares the same reason as me for choosing chem engin. that is the good prospective pay! haha...how more superficial can this get. im not sure if i had been successful in telling myself that chem engin is the passion of my life. in whatever case. i shall clear up the mess tomorrow.
