those two chi characters was wad was written on the pink packet thingy. i think it will be hardly accurate this year. it's different getting that pink packet from the tray at the temple w/o my bro. it was just me alone sticking my hand out to my pap for the purple notes. u even miss seeing his shadow hovering arnd urs. the ride home was different when there is no company at the back seat with me. visiting has became tougher as i am always slow at recalling the names to address em. it was no longer indulging in the cny goodies, it was just mere eating. no more fighting for tasty goodies, it was just me having the whole jar to myself. i could just leave the floor of goodies at home to grow mouldy.
oh man...time to start writing diary. it's utter boliaoness to post all e jargon here. jessica might b coming over tml. we all miss him already. it sucks to know that u cant have anything about him to complain about. to whine n make noise about anymore. no more him barging into my room, stinky socks, irritating stuff he always do(did). no more supper. i wanna vanish frm this hse too...i wanna be the one leaving. i never realise he really left until he disappeared beyond the corner. it never hit me that he is leaving for almost a year this time when the longest ever was mayb jus 2 weeks?
shucks. even my internet connection says "Connected to:WJR". when i am not?
